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M3
13 years ago
Prior to that I was on ESA in the support group for 3 1/2 years. That was following a mental breakdown, that led to my last suicide attempt, that nearly succeeded, that left me with medical PTSD and oh yeah cost me my job! 🙃🫠
Luckily for me during those 3 1/2 years I had ACTUAL mental health support. I saw my (same) GP on a weekly basis, I saw my community psychiatric nurse weekly, and I saw my psychiatrist and occupational therapist monthly. And thankfully bar the year medicals was for the most part left alone by DWP. THAT is what got me back into work.
Honestly as the system is now? On UC? I think it would have already have killed me off in my prior suicidal state.
End of the day the support I was incredibly thankful to have, simply no longer exists. And I can tell you that I part cos my mental health hasn't actually been stable for 13 years but I've just had to learn to get on with it as I know damn well there basically is NO support. It took over 30 damn referrals from the GP (and I can verify that by the fact I've seen my medical records) for the community psychiatric team to even accept me for a a new MH assessment. I saw a psychiatrist twice. In that time he told me I'd be starting a new anti depressant and to titrate off my current one (at the time I was diagnosed with a nd had been treated for bipolar for the past 12 years). The next thing I knew I had been discharged back to the care of my GP
And no, I didn't start the new meds cos he decided I didn't need them oh that I also apparently did not have bipolar after all (great to know after being uneedlessly medicated with the max dose of various antipsychotics for over a decade! 🤦🏻♀️). Which left me in the situation of no anti depressants and no treatment (and seemingly no diagnosis).
Thankfully my GP is actually quite a decent doctor, she started me on a different anti depressant that actually has helped. And in the 3 years since then was diagnosed and since medicated for the ADHD id had all along..which has made quite the difference.
And yes you're going to argue I'm in outlier, but ask yourself why? MAYBE it's because I was lucky enough to get ACTUAL support and treatment? 🤔