I love all the benefits we get! Sick pay is a benefit but god forbid you use it, we get guilt tripped, eye rolls, huffs down the phone if we dare and no one believes you! Then the return to work conversation the threat of being put on a warning - it’s really not worth it!
The expenses I use my car 5 days a week business insurance, all the equipment, I’m lucky if I get £1.25 a day back in mileage.
NMC fees, student loans, petrol, parking charges, all come out when I’m working. I don’t get paid for missed breaks or getting off late.
CPD done in my own time because I haven’t got time in my day job, revalidation and proving my worth every 3 years. The constant fear in instilled in you at uni that you could end up before the NMC or worse the coroner!
The emotional toll of carrying some of the worst things humans can do to each other and worse children then plastering a smile on and going to the next patient pretending you haven’t just witnessed the death of a baby or someone lose their entire bloody volume in front of you.
looking after 42 woman and babies, some on IVs most having observations, many post op patients - usually with no HCA and one other HCP on the ward.
wondering when you close your eyes after a shift if you still have the drug cupboard keys in your pocket or did you pod bed 10’s bloods amongst a million other things!
yes carers deserve better conditions and benefits and pay, but so do nurses and midwives!