Um, 🤔 well, I think I need to congratulate you @mrschocolatte as not many people stump me, and leave me feeling not quite sure how they manage to interpret what I am saying in such a strange way. In fact the only other person I know who can do that - and quite spectacularly at times - is my very dear husband, but even he couldn't have reached your conclusions. As I am still struggling to understand your response to my last paragraph on my post that you quoted please forgive me if I try to answer your question about my religious, spiritual beliefs for now.
Now that is a far easier question for me to answer, whether anyone reading my answer, including you, of course, mrschocolatte, will understand what I am saying is yet to be seen.
No, I am not a practicing Christian, in fact I suspect that many people - probably including myself - would not believe me to be a Christian at all. IMO, many of the different branches of the Christian community show little inclination to actually live life as Jesus would appear to want them to. I know that I fall far too short of the what I consider to be necessary characteristics if one claims to be a Christian. However, I do believe that Jesus was, in all probability, the best Human Being to ever walk on this planet, and I wish that I could be anywhere near as good as him. Unfortunately, my flaws are far too many.
To name a few of my flaws: I am way too judgemental of other people, I also have little patience left these days, and I procrastinate far too much. I do hope that I am never cruel to anyone, and that I can still treat those with sadness and/or trauma in their lives, with kindness and empathy. I am not sure about what in my 'quoted by you post' makes you think that I think I am different to others - except that each and every one of us are different to each other - and I certainly don't think I am better than anyone else who tries to stay on the right side of the law? In fact I have now, and always have had, very low self-esteem, so as far as I am concerned you are very far off the mark with that judgement of me.
I don't believe that any religion on Earth is of "the true faith". I am not saying that there are no Higher Beings, but I certainly don't believe in an Omnipotent God, I don't believe in scary Gods, or Ones that would sacrifice their own children. I suppose the nearest I can get to a having a personal Faith is that we somehow all have a collective Unconciousness, whatever our individual race, colour, language or religion may or may not be, we are all human beings, and we should all look out for each other, and for all the creatures that roam on this planet, and all the plant life, in fact we should all consider ourselves caretakers of this amazing and stunningly beautiful planet.
If you want some sort of label for me, I put down "Neo-Paganism" as my belief system, when filling in our 10 yearly Census'. One of the very best things to me about being a Pagan, is that we do not have any rule books, we do not have to have any formal teachers or rulers, and that at least, in my branch of Paganism - being an individual traditional witch - we are non proselytising. We usually have one other self-made rule/request, which is "and we harm none".