My husband who is more than a decade older has always wanted his own way.
Today i didnt want sex he turned me over and spat on my bum and did the deed.
I asked him why he did it and he denied it calling me a liar saying he didnt spit it was his finger.
Later on he admitted he spit saying i was dry and im too soft.
On boxing day i felt really ill with flu we were due to go for a meal with his daughter and her husbands family and i didnt want to go.
He told me he was having none of my soft nonsense and to get dressed and i better dress up.
I had to go.
I was diagnosed with depression two months ago he doesnt seem bothered.
Always putting me down.
Forced me to go to his works party last year.
He also drinks at a bar every single night.
I dont know what to do. A doctor asked if everything was ok at home when i was diagnosed with depression i lied and said yes.
He always tries to turn it around on me.
His first marriage ended because he said she was controlling and had affairs.
He always tries to upset and wind me up in public too.
Im so low in confidence i havent worked for years and he tells me im stupid every day.