Feel like I will never drive

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I didn't get on well with manual, failed many times (i mean almost 10). Had a long break from driving and I tried again yesterday in an automatic.
Spent the entire 2 hour lesson practicing left turns as I just couldn't get them right, with positioning, steering and general panicking.
I managed to get a few good steers at the end, but felt embarrassed.
Partner was laughing when I told him saying how on earth can I not do left steers it's so easy.
Hopefully I'll improve with lessons, but I'm not sure.
I worry I'll never drive. It's not the end of the world if I don't, but it'd make day to day life a lot easier if I could and improve job prospects a lot.
I see it a lot on here, that most posters wouldn't date a male who couldn't drive and see driving as a 'basic life skill' that everyone should be able to achieve. Thankfully I'm not male so hopefully less taboo.

@Aprilx she had her first lesson for 10 years and found it difficult to manage road position whilst turning, in this case, left. It's not complicated or weird. I would imagine that a lot of the issue is related to confidence and anxiety rather than inability, given that a decade earlier the OP was able to take tests.

Really? As there is only one effective way of turning a car to the left I think it is entirely clear what she means.

I do not know why she finds this difficult, but that she does is clear. It really isn't hard to understand.