To ask for a handhold I feel so alone

[elm26]

I'm due to have a 6/7 week scan tomorrow after multiple miscarriages (double figures) and I've got period like cramps and bleeding.

I've been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks, no clots.

I feel so alone and I just want to cancel my scan in the morning. Time and time again I've sat in that waiting area, I've had to listen to the "I'm sorry" words, I've had to sit in the family room with a useless leaflet about miscarriage and a box of tissues.

I'm not religious but I could really do with some positive thoughts being put out there for me tonight, I'm not sure I can endure another loss 😢

Lush! ❤️

Amazing 💓
Wish I'd gone for a 4D. They do look squashed though 😂
My DS was wrinkly as a new born, but with the most beautiful eyes I'd ever seen.
Not long now and she'll be here!

You've just reminded me, my friend had one and baby had hand over his face and clearly had two fingers up 😂 maybe they're camera shy?

Congratulations...vvv exciting.. keep updated

Congratulations, so exciting to see your dd.

Beautiful 💕💕 Thank you for sharing xx

This is a lovely thread. Huge congratulations OP!

Oooh lovely to see the scan, thank you for sharing

Thanks for showing us your dd. Not long to go now 🙂💗

Ah good! Every time I click I pray nothing has gone wrong and am always so relieved!

Beautiful girl!!!!

Her little nose 😍

Oh, look at her little face! Thank you so much for sharing this. She looks as if she's deep in thought about something.

aw so beautiful! so thrilled for you all, a lovely thread xx💐💕

This is such a wonderful, uplifting journey which you’ve kindly shared with us OP. As a nanna, I’m sure you’re bringing lots of pleasure to the grandparents and send you every good wish. Do keep us updated.
💕

Hope you're still doing well @elm26. Bet you can't wait to meet your little girl in May xxx

My heart goes out to you lovely, a hand hold and a hug from me. 💟

Just seen this thread! So glad for you, you'll have your little baby soon.
When i read your first post i did think your update after the scan wouldn't be good news.
Your update though how bloody amazing! And the ones since what wonderful news! Really chuffed for you!

@eelm26 yay!! So happy for you! 💕

Just look at her! Waiting for her moment.

xxxx

I've never seen a 4D scan before. Your daughter looks amazing. Not too long to go now!

You've all made me cry again! 😂

Thanks so much for the lovely comments, I'm so grateful and I feel like it's been such a journey to get to this stage that it's been so nice to share a bit with you all.

Lots of love to all of you xx

It’s lovely to be following a thread that’s so full of hope and happiness. Hope the rest of the pregnancy goes easily, we all look forward to meeting her soon 😍

Hello Aunties! 👋🏻

Tilly Isabella born at 02:16 22/05/23 weighing a dinky 5lb 15oz 🩷 we are so in love and can't believe we are finally Mum and Dad to this perfect girl.

I'm so grateful to you all for all of your kindness and support.

Awww congratulations xx

Congratulations, she’s beautiful