I want to say a huge thank you to the messages of support, it's really touched me.
I categorically support my nurse colleagues and other public sector workers striking. We need to stand together.
When I started work, I was so tired after shifts that I would worry that I would crash the car.
Then I started wishing I would crash so I didn't have to go to work.
My best friend and colleague took her own life. Everyone knows someone.
I have PTSD from being repeatedly awoken in the middle of the night (48 hour shift) to desperately try and fail to save someone. Now I barely sleep at all,even when not on call.
I cry before work almost every day.
The NHS has broken me.