“Look, for photos I always think we’re here to create fantasies. We’re creating dreams. I think it’s allowed. Also, all my insecurities are taken care of in these pictures, so I got to do what I love to do.”
She's in a horrendous trap. She acknowledges the photos in fashion magazines are fantasies. Yet the reason she wanted to have the procedure that went wrong was because of how she used to look - ie a fantasy when you're no longer 20 and doubly so when you were the fantasy in those magazines. So now she's not only aging, but disfigured through the fantasy-seeking procedure and to make her feel better she has her face taped up and significant makeup to make her look like the double previous fantasy.
And her friends include the other supermodels who are enjoying a kind off second wave right now.
What an absolute nightmare.
Nobody wants their face to be disfigured in some way, most of us don't even want a zit. But we've not been held up as - and told we are - some kind of international beauty ideal. And even if people told us that, we didn't believe it because we live in the real world!
Part of me feels deeply sorry for her. Another part - smaller, admittedly- thinks she's so close to being able to see the charade that the beauty industry is, that she could potentially make big statements about it and be an incredible role model for younger women.
But her entire identity has revolved around her body, not her mind or her character or helping others. It is quite possibly a step too far to think of feeling anything other than entirely sorry for her, because she's not had any focus on those things to the degree most normal people do, because they're more than their looks (out of necessity, not moral superiority).