I know it sounds dramatic but I almost feel like I'm in an abusive relationship with her.
DD2 is 14. We are a single parent family. She suffers from anxiety and we have put a lot if effort into trying to help. She is currently having private counselling.
But she treats me like absolute shit. Almost all the time. She sneers at me. Cringes from me. Constantly tells me off. For breathing too loud. Making noises. Coughing.
Nothing I ever do seems to be enough.
We are currently on holiday just the 2 of us. In a very nice very expensive city. This morning on a tour she was charming and chatty to everyone else. Since then she has blanked me. Monosyllabic answers. We did an activity which was strained and painful.
Everything I've suggested or tried to speak to her has got monosyllabic answers. We ate dinner in silence.
And when I eventually give up, feeling sad and defeated. She then wants to know what's wrong with me. When I point out that she's barely spoken to me in 5 hours I'm being ridiculous.
We've now stormed off in opposite directions. She's gone back to the hotel. She's fine it's very safe 2 mins away.
I am sat outside the ice cream place crying. Every time this happens I swear I won't bother again. But of course I'm the parent so I do. But it's so very wearing.
AIBU?
AIBU to hate my 14yr old
memorial · 04/08/2022 22:29
Am I being unreasonable?
297 votes. Final results.
POLLbendmeoverbackwards · 05/08/2022 19:47
I also remember being a bit of a shit to my mum in my teens and and that was without any additional needs. I remember thinking I was being horrible and unpleasant to my mum but couldn’t help it.
memorial · 06/08/2022 13:48
Gosh so many comments thank you all who have commented the good bad and ugly. I knew it would be a mix in AIBU which is what I wanted/expected.
We had a long busy day yesterday with some good bits especially ending on a calm quiet activity which really seemed to help. Though we are back to shut down today.
I have read and appreciated all the comments, some have been incredibly helpful and will look at some of the things suggested.
To address some comments.
I actually have another DD1 (6 years older) so I am not an inexperienced mum. Though we had some issues they seemed/felt much more normal teenage issues than this does. And much more easily managed.
I am not her friend, I don't try or want to be her friend. I am firm though not crazy strict. I wonder whether some of the comments criticising my parenting are those lucky enough to have stable 2 parent families, engaged decent fathers and lucky enough to have NT children. Much like congratulating yourself on good sleepers or eaters....
I am medical and I am pretty sure DD2 is not NT. I have never pushed for a formal diagnosis before because we seemed to be coping. This has got worse hence the private psychology. And this holiday especially after covid has brought it out starkly.
But reading some of the comments I wonder whether a diagnosis wouldn't help her (and me) going forward.
I am also going to look into some of the parenting tool suggested. FWIW as said by one poster (and stuck in my head) I most certainly didn't storm off in a tantrum. We had an argument, barely raised voices and she stormed off after I said I was going for ice cream. These kind of blow ups don't happen often but sometimes we both reach our limits. I guess that poster is just perfect with perfect NT children. Well done you.
Thank you all. And to those going through similar, I see you and I feel seen so thank you. I hope you can also take some comfort and help from this thread as I have done.
We are home later today will not plan anything similar until I know we can both handle it better!
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