I will always trust the medical professionals taking care of me to make the decision that is in my best interest, but I understand that with limited reaources another life may have to be prioritised over mine. It's sad, and it's frightening, but I can accept that reality.
My specific concern is over those of us with cancer (or other incurable but treatable conditions) being told that their lives are less valuable.
I work, I am a single parent to a child
with additional needs, and I live a fulfilling life, my diagnosis does not define me. Why is my life less valuable than someone of a similar age without cancer? I don't have a death sentence, I may or may not live for many years to come, the same as someone without cancer.
In some cases I know of, young cancer patients being admitted to hospital with Covid are being asked to sing a DNR immediately, and being told they will not be put on a ventilator.
QALYs are a guide, but every cancer patient is unique, and for many of us, our prognosis is simply unknown - I don't know how long my current treatment will continue working, I don't know if the next treatment option will work, I don't know if I'll have access to a clinical trial, and if it would work. My oncologist cannot guess my prognosis, an ICU doctor would not be able to either.
If my chances of meaningful recovery from Covid are higher than someone else's, I may still not get priority treatment, because the words "stage 4 cancer" are on my admission form.
The problem is we are dealing with unknowns. I don't envy the medics who need to make these impossible decisions - but I do feel that we must do everything we can to prevent ICUs from becoming overwhelmed in the first place.
As much as I want to stay alive - I don't want another person - of any age or medical status, dying because I took a ventilator over them!