To think.. Oh just fuck off!

[GameChanger02]

No idea whats up with me today. Everyone and everything is pissing me off.
What is life anyway? I can tell you what it is for me at the moment, a pain in the fucking arse.
I had plans to get a new place before lockdown now thats on hold at least till I'm back at work.
My child has developed little shit syndrome the last couple of days.
And my mother is walking about the house like.. I'm bored. Then she will huff, throw herself on the sofa like a fucking child. I dont know who's worse, my mother or my child.

Seriously, just fuck off. I just want to sit in a dark, quiet room on my own with no fucker talking to me or asking me for a lift somewhere or just generally getting at me.

Lockdown and corona virus can piss off aswell 😡

This cant be just me, anyone else?

Yep
I'm pissed of at everyone and everything I just want the world to go back to normal.
DSS is usually a lovely kid but is bouncing off the walls with too much energy and I dont have the energy to keep up with him and the baby.
This week DP is back at work full time and I'm dreading it.
JUST FUCK THE WORLD.

Thanks for the space to rant. It made me feel a bit better I hope it helped you

Think we all have days like that. My dd had to have an emergency op nearer the start of lockdown and recovery was just awful and everyone had something to say about it all so that was my mood for a while. But you get up, dust yourself off and carry on.

I hope it gets better for you soon, this is a really horrible situation we've all found ourselves in and the lows are indeed low.

I have been exactly like this too. It’s not a great feeling. Any way you can get 40 minutes to yourself?

Can you fly to New York, rent a car and take my kids to their doctor's appointment this afternoon? That would really be lovely, thanks.

JUST KIDDING!

Nope. But I would be if my mother was here!!

Why is yours there and for how long?

Me too! I've been working on this sodding pandemic since January. I've worked 80-100 weeks since January without a day off. Today I booked the day off. The plan was for me and DS (7) to have a cinema and shit good day. DP books the day off too. Mild irritation.

Except. He gets up great. Me and DS are still in bed. Asleep. He decides to wake us up because he is bored.

Now he is following me around the house like a little lost puppy. I go to a room. Within 2 minutes he's there too. I start pegging the washing out. Guess who appears. I take washing upstairs. You've guessed it. DS has made a sign for his door saying Do Not Disturb he is that fed up.

I just want a chilled out day with MINIMAL interaction.

I was lucky - I had my complete arse of a day near the start of all this, so I have appeared Ms Efficiency personified whilst a lot are having their "moment".

What helped me was saying "JUST.GO.AWAY.PLEASE. - I cannot deal with this right now" - to everybody, about everything, for a day or 2.

I'm fine now... mainly...

can you go out and leave the big shit and little shit with each other for a while, maybe they'll 'out-Kevin' each other

I feel your pain, I have a year 12 with mental health issues, a husband with anger issues who I want to bury under the patio ( except I have no patio or garden) and I don't know if I'll have a job when furlough ends.

Plus my boss keeps ringing me with, "I know it's your day off but..."

I can reply saying just fuck off can't I? Please? Just once honest.

It's getting to.point that I could quite happily move into a bedit and never see anyone every again.

Lots of negativity being bounced about generally. Kids off and I'm wearing thin. Everyone else is a saint and knows better. Husband is ramping up his PA covert attitude that hes working all day while I fanny about being a sahm ( have been for six years)

Time for me to find a job and move out 🤣

Yep. Me too. I've generally got the grump with the world today, and now my dad's phoned. He never calls, unless my mum is pissed off with me. So now I have to phone my mum and pretend Dad's not phoned and see wtf is wrong.

You know you will get someone come on to tell you how idyllic they are finding lockdown and that you should be grateful to spend more time with your family doing baking and crafts etc. You know what they can do....

Yes, I would also like everyone and everything to just fuck right off.

I have given up on schoolwork and actual work today, as there was so much 'I can't do this I've forgotten my password I don't know which worksheet it is I can't get the computer to work I don't remember how to do this' from DS1 that I wasn't getting any work done in between. Obviously, this was his plan all along, but I'm beyond caring. DS2 is constantly on about Minecraft, and doesn't want to do anything else - except sulk about not being allowed to play Minecraft all the time. We live in a village with lovely open space. Took them to one of their favourite bits, where they all hung around me, complaining there was nothing to do. Came home, and they're now arguing non-stop. I've got that dragging tiredness that comes with not actually doing anything, and I can't be arsed to even think about what I'm going to make them for dinner. And I probably shouldn't have dinner, given that I've eaten most of a pack of Pringles, half a large bar of chocolate and three of the kids' ice pops.
Fuck off fuck off fuck off.

Yep, I'm with you. Everything can just fuck off!!

The kids are bickering with each other constantly. I just want to scream at them to shut the fuck up!!!!

Work is shit, no-one knows what's going on (teacher). I just want to go back to work!

My hatred of the world got so bad today in Tesco I bought purple hair dye (coz that'll show em!) and am now waiting to wash it off. Wtf am I doing?! I must have lost the plot entirely 😆

GameChanger - just hang on in there. We are gradually 'easing' (unless you live in Beijing).

Absolutely! DH had major surgery last week and is now off work for the foreseeable. He has taken to following me around the (small) flat then picking the narrowest part of any room to impersonate a statue preventing me from passing. I sympathise with his pain but for god’s sake! Cop a squat and let me get on! I’ve still got a home to clean and a one year to peel off whatever he’s managed to climb on in the two seconds I didn’t have eyes on!

Your kid is probably having a shit time too.

Lol yes and your post cheered me up

I've cried three times today and it can't all be pregnancy related. Everything just feels a bit shit.

Yep, I have spent the morning trying to recover an excel schedule I needed for work and accidently deleted. Can't get it back, so have spent the morning rewriting it from a version saved back in March putting together a retrospective schedule from Zoom messages, Invoices and emails.
It has taken hours and it is such a waste of a day.
DD21 is meant to be cooking dinner. I am in Zoom calls all evening from 5.30 and have told her we need to eat at 5pm. She is still sitting in PJs, needs to go to the shop before she cooks. I've mentioned the time twice and have been told I am nagging. If I don't get my tea, I'm going to be cross.
DD18 (should be doing A-levels) is wandering around sighing and periodically draping herself on me.

My dog is in her final weeks and while she is being well managed at the moment, the decision will need to be made soon.

It's raining.

My fridge isn't working properly (I think the fan has gone) and my downstairs toilet isn't flushing properly.

My mum keeps messaging me about her leaky birdbath.

Today can fuck right off.

Im the same,i just want to go out to a coffee shop and have a coffee.
Im just want to tell everyone to fuck off.Seriously,leave me alone.

I need time t recharge my batteries in peace

Turn to wine. x

I feel your pain. I logged on this morning and everyone wanted something at once, including my boss chasing me for something I sent her on Thursday, and someone else reminding me a deadline they’ve never actually shared with me is ‘fast approaching’. Everyone wants ‘just a second’ and I’m running out of seconds (and patience) 😬

Also, as much as I love my parents, they are clinically incapable of getting to the point of a story. Yesterday they started telling me about their trip to Sainsbury’s and we had about 14 hours of debate on whether they went on Tuesday or Wednesday; no, it was definitely Wednesday; but no, it couldn’t have been Wednesday because they had that nice asparagus on Tuesday night... and I want to scream ‘It doesn’t bloody matter!!! Just tell me what you were going to tell me about Sainsbury’s, whatever sodding day you went!!!’

I would be feeling the same as you if I had any kids under 10 or a relative staying.

If you have the chance go for a long walk every day by yourself. That's what I am enjoying at the current time. I time it to coincide with DS music practice!