To think.. Oh just fuck off!

[GameChanger02]

No idea whats up with me today. Everyone and everything is pissing me off.
What is life anyway? I can tell you what it is for me at the moment, a pain in the fucking arse.
I had plans to get a new place before lockdown now thats on hold at least till I'm back at work.
My child has developed little shit syndrome the last couple of days.
And my mother is walking about the house like.. I'm bored. Then she will huff, throw herself on the sofa like a fucking child. I dont know who's worse, my mother or my child.

Seriously, just fuck off. I just want to sit in a dark, quiet room on my own with no fucker talking to me or asking me for a lift somewhere or just generally getting at me.

Lockdown and corona virus can piss off aswell 😡

This cant be just me, anyone else?

Oh and I haven't had sex now for a year

@freeingNora I was chatting with a seemingly decent guy after being on my own as a lone parent for years now (long story, narcissist ex put me off men for a long time). I'm not ashamed to say I was looking forward to a post lockdown shag with him, and then he turned into a douche and now my chances of sex have plummeted back to zero.

So he can fuck off too 😂

This is me, unfortunately I feel like it's been me for quite a few weeks. Working in Healthcare management - totally fucked off with everyone thinking I'm making the rules up to personally fuck them off. Fed up with everyone thinking I have all the answers them totally disregarding them. Very menopausal, partner stuck working abroad but thinking he might want to go back to his first wife now as he's not seeing his children. My kids being needy and endlessly debating pointless stuff and needing my input and I miss my mum and dad. Seriously I have decided a hermits life is for me and the world can fuckity fuck off 😁 that feels better to rant

OMG yes Apple222 a nun's contemplative silence yes that sounds perfection

Oh and I haven't had sex now for a year

Me neither. It's fucking horrible isn't it? Living with someone you love to pieces and fancy like hell - after 25 years my wife is still the most beautiful woman I know- and she's just not interested. Even in talking about it, or seeing it as a problem.

Oh crap! Before anyone jumps on me I'm not looking for a hook up!

Everyone can fuck the fuck off today.
Had a melt down earlier as DD3 was not getting on with her school work. Just about ready to say fuck off to that too.
DH said watch what you're saying as the neighbours will hear. Well they can all fuck off too.
Seriously had enough now.

@LakieLady thanks, she is doing OK at the moment but we know she won't get better. Her hips are failing. At the moment she is on painkillers and she can still get out into the garden and is eating and waggy. She is limping badly though and I know what's coming. We know once she can't get up any more or shows signs of distress we will make the call.
She's at least 13 (rescue so not entirely certain), vet says she could be as much as 15.

Oh Bookwitch , that’s crap . We lost one of our greyhounds to heart failure , but we knew it was going to happen , and I can remember going out on every walk thinking “Is this going to be the last time “ for about a year . You have my thoughts .

Can I join in too ? Have been working 70 - 80 hour weeks , plus sleeping in my car ( police officer ) , so am obvs persona non grata right now to just about everybody . Sick of being sworn at and spat on,frankly . Have a rare day off , which is spent wresting with DS and schoolwork , and then DD announces that she needs snacks for school tomorrow as no canteen . She is in a shitty mood and bites my head off , I’m in no mood to pick my battles , so we return home snackless . Cue more door slamming and whining . DS2 has the hump because I didn’t get an6 cider ( I’m not fucking psychic ) so I think sod it , and take dog out for long solitary walk . And at the furthest point from the car , the thunder and lightning starts . FML .

So Thursday night i was moaning that DH Was doing my head in. In the normal world i work normal office hours and he works shifts. We get space from each other. He’s currently on furlough while I am working my arse off.

So I moaned that I need a break, Friday he is rushed into hospital, potentially needing surgery. He’s fine, back home today. But boy did i appreciate the break.

Ignore the fact that I also had to go to A&E over the weekend with cellulitis, was still a break.

I’m stabby today too!

How are you all today? Has anyones mood lifted?

Mine hasn't in the slightest, although the house seems to be quieter today.

Today I just want to get a boat, sail out to the middle of the sea and stay there lol

Feeling a bit better today. I had a massive rage yesterday which helped.

I currently hate and could punch my two best friends. They are the absolute nicest of people and I'd be lost without them.

But could they actually not be such a pair of airy fairy crystal hugging 'home life balancing' 'it is what it is'-ing new normaling cunts?

THANK YOU AND FUCK OFF

Urgh! Just spent two days with the inlaw! Didn't get home until late last night and have spent the whole sodding morning cleaning as back in work tomorrow. Dp turns round as i finish and says oh i could have done that, like fuck would he! I've left cleaning before when in work and come home to an even worse mess! Got to shop for my dad yet and get through a pile of ironing. Feel like screaming sometimes! (excuse the excessive exclamation marks 😂)

I have admin to do today. I fucking hate admin.

However, I did actually put make up on today rather than dragging myself around looking like a swamp monster, and that has lifted my mood a bit!

I'm actually in a much better mood today.I have roast lamb in the oven and 2 cans of gin

Roofers have finished! Scaffolding will go by end of the week! So yes, @GameChanger02, I am feeling better today. Now I can do the garden in peace. I just need to see my hairdresser and get my job back, which may take a bit longer....

I was in a better mood untill I got pulled into an argument with some fucker on here. I said I disagree with someone famous as a very small side point regarding something totally different

I dont understand why people cant just have a civil conversation on this forum. Its put me back in a right mood. Ahhh

Hope everyone else is happy and enjoying some sun.

I need everyone to fuck off

DH has everything WFH in our front room, his desk, 3 filing cabinet/drawers things, all his paperwork, big office chair but all spread out rather than just in one corner.

I have so far had to downside our dining room table, get rid of my display cabinet and now he is getting a bigger desk so I need to totally get rid of dining room table and the front room storage I had.

DH has decided that WFH was not so bad after all and the money he has saved on not renting out an office means he is WFH for the foreseeable.

I can't use front room to watch TV in anymore as he is constantly working and has all his business calls from there.

It had taken me years to have the front room how I liked it and to enjoy the space.

Now it's gone

I now spend my time sat on my bed in my bedroom feeling like I'm grounded and can't leave the bedroom.

I feel the need to add, I have also not had a break from DC since March and the adult DC are all home, furloughed, where as 2/3 of them used to work away Mon-Fri.

@CrowCat its tedious isn't it. I wonder if that's why I'm so narky. I'm laughing a bit more today til narc ex started but seriously can't be bothered

Did anyone get any retail (covid) therapy

@freeingNora my narc ex has been a pain in the arse all lockdown, got a lengthy emotional email yesterday saying how much he misses me (yet he has a new gf?!). My silence will tell him everything he needs to know.

Also yes to retail therapy today. Couldn't be arsed with the primark queue but spent far too much on throws and kitchen stuff and bathroom pamper products from numerous other shops 😂