To think.. Oh just fuck off!

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No idea whats up with me today. Everyone and everything is pissing me off.
What is life anyway? I can tell you what it is for me at the moment, a pain in the fucking arse.
I had plans to get a new place before lockdown now thats on hold at least till I'm back at work.
My child has developed little shit syndrome the last couple of days.
And my mother is walking about the house like.. I'm bored. Then she will huff, throw herself on the sofa like a fucking child. I dont know who's worse, my mother or my child.

Seriously, just fuck off. I just want to sit in a dark, quiet room on my own with no fucker talking to me or asking me for a lift somewhere or just generally getting at me.

Lockdown and corona virus can piss off aswell 😡

This cant be just me, anyone else?

My dishwasher won't drain.
My mum wants to do my ironing for me (which is nice), but i haven't got bloody time to do all the washing she requires and its stressing me out.
My husband is not about as he's working (keeping out the way in other words).
My 3 teenage boys are being a PITA, wanting lifts, money and food.
My youngest just stropped out of the house and slammed the door so hard it nearly came off its hinges. All because i made him do the live Physics lesson he had to do.
My FIL is coming for the night tomorrow so i have to go and change sheets now and clean his bathroom.
My neck hurts, i can't look to my left as iv'e slept on it funny.
My dogs are hot and bored.
I want wine.

Sending and to you all. Here's some if you've had enough
And to you all. I hope tomorrow is better. Would send more but my keyboard is playing up.
Now for a

Amen to let's all get bolloxed 🥂

Oh I'm
Pregnant 😑 I need to feed dc and the wishing needs drying fml

Today can fuck off from me aswell.Im on my period and feel fat as fuck (see my thread about the wardrobe mirrors of doom) and I just want chocolate and wine

While it sucks there's quite a few of us feeling this way, honestly I'm relieved I'm not the only one feeling like this.
The second I got up today I just knew it was gonna be a crap day.

I'm sick of being chief cook, cleaner and pot wash.
I'm sick of unloading the bloody dishwasher three times a day.
I hate home schooling.
I've also just weighed myself and I've gained 11lb since March.

It seems trivial when I write it all down so I've deleted some of it.

I've pledged no wine until Friday but OMG it's gonna be tough at this rate.

I have some gravel to lay in my back garden. Happy to ignore whatever goes under it if you’re prepared to dig up the turf for me and lay the gravel. PM me if you’re interested

I just need some time off away from everyone!

Work is horrendous, and nearly quit last week. My DD who turns 17 this week is refusing to go out and about and my DH decides to ask me 2 minutes before a major Zoom meeting that he has seen a hoody that he likes on Hollister that he wants for Xmas and can I buy it for him straight away before it goes out of stock!

Also I have to see my mum this week and she is so over the top about Covid - last story was she picked up a piece of rubbish on her daily walk and she was so worried about germs she had to come home and bleach herself head to toe!

Also I'm fed up of having to cook for everyone each meal.
I tried last week to just do marmite sandwiches and crisps for every meal. Of course, the kids and DH don't care but it's me who's fed up of bread etc.

Today has really got to me too, I don't know why.
I am a widow with no children. I work for myself in an office away from my home. I have been WFH since lockdown began, so have now been on my own for twelve weeks, apart from two socially distanced walks, with my brother and with a friend. I go for a walk alone every evening which cheers me up a bit.
I feel really low today and don't really want to do anything. I am glad that I am not the only person feeling this way.

Oh and I really want a good, proper shag session but with 3 kids including a baby it's hard to find opportunity without being knackered from all the mundane shit.

I have some kind of stomach bug and spent a good part of the morning on the toilet. I’m absolutely boiling, had a disagreement with DP at bedtime so only fell asleep around 1:30 and DS (7 so usually past all this) woke up from 2-6am. DP went on the couch and let DS get in with me, where he just asked if it was time to get up at 30-45 minute intervals. He also asked me not to touch him cos I was too hot, while lying on my back like a baby monkey.

I would like the whole world to fuck off for a month or two and just leave me in peace. I am not in the best of humour.

One thing I have learned during lockdown is how much I do not miss other people one little fucking bit.

I've also realised how much I miss my kids going to sleep at a sensible time (ie before me) and actually having an evening to myself after working all day

If your mother is there, can't she babysit for you and you go out for a couple of hours?

I had a whole week of this last week.. it honestly felt like a week of Mondays.. the weekday equivalent of a bag of dicks.

TBH my saving grace was my kids going to their dads for the weekend, and I just switched off...got in my car, put spotify on, and went for a looooong drive.... certainly blew some of my cobwebs away.

Ladies (and others) please do yourselves a favour and fuck off out of the house to do whatever you like for a few hours.. give yourself space to breathe!

Can i join ? Got my period today trying to wfh and have people emailing me saying they’re trying to phone our office and It’s just ringing out (no shit Sherlock we haven’t been there since 24 March ) I feel horrible and cramps and fat my group chat with friends is never ending doom and gloom . Just want to be sitting at a cafe in the sun with a chocolate milkshake and a nice cake!

I've also realised how much I miss my kids going to sleep at a sensible time (ie before me) and actually having an evening to myself after working all day

Me too and i miss them going to school.
Im sick of cooking,sick of everything.

And who ever mentioned wine,im even sick of that

Felt exactly the same for a while.. waiting for some kind aliens to come kidnap me and take me to another universe entirely.
In the meantime, everything that is getting on my tits I write about it in great detail in a journal. Think i am going to need a new one very soon as it is filling up pretty quick.

Right there with you

Yes I feel very fed up and on the brink. Better somewhat today though as ds had his first morning of 6 at school as he is year 10. It was good to see him where he should be. Government a shower of bastards over the schooling issue. I popped to town this pm and a few shops had opened up so that was positive. Apart from that I am hanging on by a thread as money is quite scarce (own business). The whole thing about this pandemic just makes me feel so trapped. However a small cafe I like reopens Wed may pop there soon for some sanity.

Wow all these replies! Glad I've given you all space to rant. Well I just walked out.. Got in my car and just drove. Sat somewhere peaceful and quiet, won't be going back for a while because fuck it!

Whoever said wine.. Amen to that! I'll opt for a whiskey or 10 when I get back though 😁

One of my friends keeps messaging me that she’s never been happier. I just want to punch her lights out. If you’d told her a year ago, when she was going to every theatre, shop and gallery in London every week, that she’d be under house arrest she’d have gone ballistic. It’s like she’s got Stockholm syndrome.

I’m like this too OP. It’s like fucking Groundhog Day, I dread waking up in the morning. I’m sick of worrying if things will go back to normal (and I mean pre Covid), I’m sick of worrying about DH’s job and the kids education. I’m sick of the kids should “muuuuuum” or “can I have something to eat” or “I’m bored”

Here have a gin, a big bar of chocolate and some hugs xx

Yes totally fed up with nagging the kids to do their school work. 2 DDs aged 11 and 9. They are not coping and getting on each other’s nerves, missing their friends and school. COVID 19 can do one now.