To think.. Oh just fuck off!

[GameChanger02]

No idea whats up with me today. Everyone and everything is pissing me off.
What is life anyway? I can tell you what it is for me at the moment, a pain in the fucking arse.
I had plans to get a new place before lockdown now thats on hold at least till I'm back at work.
My child has developed little shit syndrome the last couple of days.
And my mother is walking about the house like.. I'm bored. Then she will huff, throw herself on the sofa like a fucking child. I dont know who's worse, my mother or my child.

Seriously, just fuck off. I just want to sit in a dark, quiet room on my own with no fucker talking to me or asking me for a lift somewhere or just generally getting at me.

Lockdown and corona virus can piss off aswell 😡

This cant be just me, anyone else?

I'm in that mood today (and yesterday actually) seriously foul mood. I thought it was just PMT. I'm quite an introvert and have anxiety but I think I really need a change of scene.

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I'm with you OP. Did a 14 hour shift yesterday (nurse). Have spent all of today cleaning and sorting out grocery shopping whilst trying to watch the 5 and 3 year old because fucking DH doesn't ever view these things as being his responsibility. The 5 and 3 year old have done nothing but make fucking mess all day long (having woken us all up at 5am again), and the 3 year old, despite being toilet trained, has decided she just can't be bothered and so just keeps pissing herself instead. I'm supposed to be doing home learning with the 5 year old but I'm just so tired and fucked off with everything and everyone that home learning can fuck off too.

I am well and truly fucked off.

Nearly three months of my fucking life locked up with not enough money to pay the bills because of DH being stuck on furlough (less than minimum wage) with no end in sight because employers are using the fucking thing as a government paid for exclusive fucking temping agency. All the other utter shit that goes with it too, doing your best to get through all the upheaval without fucking strangling somebody.

Then you have the government telling people they can interact with 0.5 of a human they don't live with if it's past 10.30pm on alternate Wednesdays unless there's no r in the month.

Careful, careful, VIRUS dontcha know, idiot.

Meanwhile the same authorities are standing there watching while people (of all skin tones/nationalities/religions/opinions/whatever, before anyone starts) are filling the streets and breathing all over each other in massive condensed crowds.

Social distancing is a fucking distant memory in the shops. Near enough everybody is too damned selfish to wear a mask while ignoring it too.

Lockdown! What fucking lockdown? What was the point of any of it if few give the tiniest shit about a massive second wave.

I have a fantasy that my first holiday after all this is to one of those silent convents. No one talks at all and you have a little room with nothing in it. You eat in silence at a big table and then sit in silence in your own empty room all day. Utter bliss.

We are four adults in lockdown together me, DH, DS and DDIL, each one of us has had a day like this at least once a week.
We have an unwritten rule that on that particular day we go off to the bedroom and don't interact. It appears to be the only way to get through it.
Its the relentlessness of it all, I suppose we have to be grateful that we are here to be able to complain and have a moody day.

I was feeling a little similar

Then went to park with my two. They immediately found friends
And I had a lovely chat with a few mums from school.

Came back and feel completely rejuvenated by seeing my children playing freely and the adult conversation

I am sat in my car at the garage, reading this thread. I’ve come here to buy cheese, leaving DH at home, with a rampant 5 yr old & a teething toddler. I should start the engine & go home to pitch in but this thread is very interesting & it’s very quiet in the car.

I'm similar OP, getting more days like this :-( and i'm lucky as my daughter is at least back at nursery. I'm so tired from doing nothing, i just want to nap.
I miss being able to chuck everyone in the car and go somewhere, i miss browsing the supermarket instead of rushing round panicking i'm holding someone up due to the limited number allowed in at a time. I miss the office, other people to talk to other than my husband, i miss going for drinks and a meal with friends. I want a holiday! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yep, I have days like those. Today is not one of them luckily but there are definitely days where I just want to walk out into the forest, find some branches, built a hut and live there forever without telling anyone.

Oh God, me too. Started last night with a bedtime drama and have just got steadily more pissed off with everything all day. Doesn't help that DS is meant to be doing an art assignment but hates his art teacher and has messed around all day to get out of it. Our new neighbours whom we've not even had a chance to say hello to yet are in their garden and have just been treated to DS running into our garden giggling and me shouting after him 'Will you just go upstairs and draw your sodding banana?' like some sort of deranged fun police harridan.

Also just discovered that I've ordered myself the wrong Pieminister pie from Waitrose so DH will be having a nicer tea than me.

Basically, today can fuck right off, and it can probably take tomorrow with it as well.

I had a day like that a few days ago, they are horrible but do pass.

Theres a Mexican standoff as to who will cook dinner tonight. Hubbie was supposed to but went for a nap so he can fuck right off! It's my day off from work and I came home from work yesterday and roast in oven but no veg etc prepared!

I just want to take my otherwise adorable child back to school and go back to work.

Work was me time! A place where I wasn't mum or daughter, I was just me. It was a break, I cant wait to get back!

I'm like many others on this thread though.. ive just given up caring.
And I'm missing my OH like you wouldn't believe. A hug from him would make me feel loads better!

Come on, OP! Treasure your precious loved ones. Show your love and appreciation and let them know how much they mean to you. Look at the beautiful sky, flowers, trees, birds; breathe deeply, feel gratitude . . .

Just kiddin'!

Yeah, I do feel like that sometimes. Natural under the circumstances tbh.

I echo everything you just said, GameChanger! I am so pissed off too. Teenagers being little shits - really upping their game to see if they can finally send me over the edge. Don't get me started on grandparents - mother in laws who can't get their heads around what a bubble is and how it works and fussing about mindless crap when we are trying to homeschool kids and try to earn a living same time. FUCK OFF TO ALL OF THEM! I think telling everyone to fuck off in your head right now is very healthy mentally - I think we are all feeling rage and hatred understandably - I personally hate the coronavirus and lockdown and fuckwits who keep telling us what a wonderful time we are having and aren't we so lucky all this happened when the weather is so good so we can go skipping through the daisy fields holding hands and singing "The hills are alive with the sound of music" with our little darlings traipsing happily along - what a lovely "golden time" we are all having, aren't we?! FUCK OFF!

I am eating custard. I eat custard about once every 2 years; it's so comforting when I need it but fairly meh otherwise.

Go go go all day. Everyone at work thinking their problem is the most important; trying to entertain dc who to be fair is being an angel today, just a very chatty one; and dh decided to go into work later than usual and was being loud when I thought I would have quiet time to work.

Anyway, dh is at work, dc is eating tea and I am eating custard so I no longer want to scream.

I have the fantasy about living in a nunnery too. I just want to lie in a nice white room with no possessions (nothing to clean) staring at the ceiling, with no one talking to me and no sounds at all. Would happily wear a habit and shave off my hair for that. Utter bliss. I wonder if they would take a mass-influx - every woman in the country sign up for being a nun. Tell Coronavius, home learning and the government to shove it while we bugger off to a nunnery in the countryside for a good rest. Would be much cheaper than a retreat and at least we wouldn't have to go back home

I'm having a day like this too!

Seriously wish I could just become a hermit at the mo

arf at ‘little shit syndrome’

UANBU. Everything and everyone is shit. I am feeling absolutely foul today. It's just come out of nowhere!

Spiderlight your post made me choke on my beer, I hope your DC will draw his sodding banana for you
And yes it's 6.30 and I'm drinking beer, I started 2 hours ago and I don't give a fuck who knows it, I'm furloughed, bored with cleaning, desperate for the roofers to finish once and for all and leave me in peace, desperate to have my job back and want more beer

Do you mean you've taken up glue sniffing Marilla? Because if so I'm both appalled and impressed

Yep. It can all fuck off!

You've chosen to let it get to you.
Turn it around and give yourself a break = Granny can help the kids with school work if she's that bored. Get some alcohol and get out of the house!