Hi, i've been with boyfriend for just over a year and we're mid 20s.
We go on socially distance walks and today things felt off.
We sat in a field with another household (friends) spread apart and had a lovely day.
However, on the way there he was joking about how fat my best friend was and he wonders if they'll (her and her boyfriend) be whales by now.
I told him I didn't find it funny him speaking about my best friend like that and he said he was only joking but that it's true.
And then things just felt quiet apart from him cracking jokes about weight.
As we waited for the friend couple to show up I told him I feel he's being a bit cocky today which is unlike him and he joked that he's just funny.
On the field, my friend's boyfriend mentioned that he was only eating fruit and a meal a day. On the way back my boyfriend joked to me that he was clearly lying looking at his weight.
He then started saying how tiny I look (I hate being called tiny) and I said "It was lovely on the field, thanks for coming, I love you" and he didnt say it back until 5 minutes later. He was probably joking but I feel insecure now i've got home.
He's been invited to a social-distance garden get together with his friends on Saturday - only 4 of them - but ever since he's heard he's being invited, it feels like he's just gone cocky is the only way i can describe it.
I just didnt feel like it was him today