I’m just fed up of it all really.
Constant news headlines, half my friends banging on that we’ll all die because everyone is going out and being “SO BLOODY SELFISH” (Their caps, not mine). The other half banging on “WE HAVE TO WORK!” Accusations of “middle class privilege”, “cats can pass it on to you”, “no they can’t”, “my child is too precious to sacrifice on your educational corona alter”, “my child needs education”, “I need a haircut”.
This constant oneupmanship of who is suffering more, who is the most virtuous, sacrificing the most, is exhausting.
And ultimately, I actually feel I don’t care anymore. I’ll avoid getting it, passing it on as much as I can. But what will be will be, I can’t control it, I’m just exhausted of trying to or being told I should.