I am also not a selfish cunt so I would always stay at home
but they are HOME
When you see the overcrowding in parks and streets in cities, what would be selfish would be to stay there when you can go in a quieter area and spread a bit!
Especially if you have the choice between a flat and a house, your neighbours will be given some space too when you go.
It's way too late now, of course you can't go.
A couple of weeks before the official lockdown was the right time, and when most people did.