Tinder date sex **Trigger warning - title edited by MNHQ**

[Ifeeldisgusting]

I feel traumatised.
We spoke for a while. He was looking for long term, and so was I.
We met up for a drink, we ended up back at his and we got hot.
Everything amazing, until the sex. I told him to stop half way through and he wouldn't. He was too rough, I had to pretend half way through I was enjoying it. I did tell him to stop. I bled a bit too. I feel disgusting. I had just finished my period too and I told him to use a condom. He wanted to take it off and I said no I don't want anymore kids yet. Afterwards he moaned that he wouldn't normally had to buy condoms and that they were shit. My head is a mess. I feel dirty. I've never had a one night stand and only ever slept with boyfriends. It was the worst sex ever. I consented at the start. But he wouldn't stop when I said stop.

Op please tell out of hours what happened purely so you get the support and medical help you need - it will still be your choice if you want to speak to the police.

Oh OP, you poor thing. Definitely try to tell out of hours what happened so you get the support you need. Pleasw take your time and heal physically and emotionally. Have you tried Rape Crisis ?

Thank you for your messages.
Apparently its a urine infection but it feels more painful than that. I told a third friend and they said it could of done more damage than I thought. I think maybe it is slightly bruised. I'm on antibiotics.
I think I may call Rape Crisis at some point. I don't really know what else to say, I'm like lost for words kinda thing.

Just have your op in front of you and tell them that x

Just be gentle with yourself and do what you feel is right for you! You can also email rape crisis and I know my daughter got support that way and through text messages as she felt face to face didn't work for her 💐 xx

Op I really recommend calling rape crisis; here is the number; they are amazing and open every day