I'm one of those bloody foreigners who came to England. Admittedly that was in 1977.
If you met me you certainly wouldn't know. I've got a real 'BBC' accent.
The dialogue about us foreigners has become distinctly aggressive since the vote. I've had all sorts said to me. When I point out that I'm also foreign, I get lots of blusters and 'well of course we want people like you to stay'. Well thank goodness for that!
Despite the fact that immigrants contribute more to the economy than they take, we're still being scapegoated, instead of looking at the affects of austerity on services.
Anyway I've gone the whole hog and got my British passport which was a humiliating and painful process and certainly didn't make me feel welcome.
The irony is that I don't work (British dh earns ridiculous amounts of money, (don't use the NHS (have private inse too) and I certainly don't claim benefits. All the things we've been accused of, but which made it harder to prove I was living here for citizenship.
My kids and I have dual nationality and so I feel a bit smug. I also feel sorry for the poorest and most vulnerable in Britain as they will be the ones who will suffer most.
I am sad, I love England and consider it my home, I hope that it's not as bad as I fear it will be and that the country will heal.
So I won't be celebrating on Friday and will be lighting a candle instead.