Was with a guy for 10 weeks, he honestly seemed absolutely perfect in every way. He was very full on and said all the right things, we had said "I love you" etc, good chemistry and banter. Both looking to settle down and lots in common.
But I had this overwhelming what I can only describe as gut wrenching feeling from the moment I first started texting with him. I can not describe it other than as a feeling of sheer and utter dread - not so much when I was actually with him but more so when we were apart and I was thinking of him or was due to see him.
Something just didn't feel right about him but I can't for the life of me pinpoint anything that it could be. I couldn't trust him, once again, no reason not to. I put it down to maybe being my own insecurities.
My gut had been screaming so loud at me though it honestly became impossible for me to ignore and manifested in me losing my appetite and sleep.
So I broke things off two weeks ago and since then he has been respectful and left me alone. Usually in this situation I would feel a bit sad but honestly I feel this overwhelming relief and happiness and have my appetite back. I feel empowered and almost as if I escaped a near death experience.
It sounds dramatic. Can anyone explain this? Was I wrong to split with him without a solid reason?