To cancel the surgery tomorrow? I'm scared

[trytrytry]

I've had lots of dodgy symptoms for a while(over 10 years) and they are getting worse.
My gynaecologist thinks I have endometriosis.
I'm booked in for a diagnostic laparoscopy tomorrow.
I'm terrified and I feel sick already.
I don't want to have it incase I don't wake up.
I've had my pre op and they say I'm perfectly healthy to have it.
I'm having bowel and bladder symptoms and bleeding after sex.
My smear was normal and swabs etc
It's a day surgery so I can come home same day.
My gf says if it won't kill me don't have the lap.
What do I do ?

They won't have missed any on your bowel or bladder. Your bladder is next to your uterus and they have a look everywhere. Even your diaphragm and by your liver.

@Kentishgal good luck for your c section and congrats on your baby :-)
Hope you have a easy time of it.

Have PM'd you OP.

Thank you trytrytry - I'll no doubt not be practising what I preach about relaxing and deep breathing!! Hope you have a swift recovery - good excuse to take it easy and to sit and enjoy the sunshine!

Thankyou @Ribenaberriesgowoo82 I'm on the mobile app mumsnet
Do you know how I can read this ?

Oh, not sure Try, sorry!