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Repeat thread but need help.

47 replies

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 22:42

i have depression and anxiety.

I'm am experiencing another fucking panic attack, I want to end it all.

What's the point of living.

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AgentZigzag · 17/10/2014 22:48

Flowers Cake

Sorry you're feeling shit, is it anything specific that's kicked it off?

Are you on your own?

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 22:50

I am.

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jacks365 · 17/10/2014 22:50

Flowers Brew we're here for you.

AgentZigzag · 17/10/2014 22:51

Is there anyone you feel comfortable contacting?

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 22:52

I wish I knew why.

My hair is falling out so much tonight.

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QueenBean · 17/10/2014 22:54

Hi Pipers so sorry to hear you're feeling like this

The ladies of MN are here for you to listen to what you want to talk about, you might feel alone but we're very much here for you and with you

Brew Cake

CherryDolphin · 17/10/2014 22:56

So sorry you are feeling like this. Is there anyone you can talk to? Or even just keep posting if it helps.

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 22:57

Tried phoning ex sil also a good friend but no answer.

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Glittermud · 17/10/2014 22:58

Keep talking to us.

One thing that I have to say is that I love your name. You've obviously got great taste in tv.

Glittermud · 17/10/2014 22:59

Do you have regular panic attacks?

ithoughtofitfirst · 17/10/2014 22:59

Panic is the worst. It makes you feel like you're losing it. But it will pass. Just keep repeating things like that. It will pass. It will end. You won't be in a state of panic permanently. You're OK op xxxx

Marina11 · 17/10/2014 23:02

Piper - have you posted on Mental Health as well? Also a very supportive forum - lots of experience, sound suggestions and ideas there, too.

Hang on in there -

You're not on your own.

Is there someone you can call this evening or in the morning. Have you company at home?

Is there something warm and comforting that you can do for yourself right now?

MrsTerryPratchett · 17/10/2014 23:02

I can't stay on Piper but I wish I could. I hope you feel better soon Flowers

MorrisZapp · 17/10/2014 23:03

Do you take anything for your anxiety? It is so debilitating, have been there. Hold tight.

AgentZigzag · 17/10/2014 23:10

Is there anything in particular your anxiety is zeroing in on?

Hang on in there and make contact with either your ex SIL or friend, even if you feel like ending it all, please don't.

Do you have any children or a partner?

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 23:12

Thank you for the support.

I hate these panic attacks, especially when they come back to back.

I feel like I am going to die. Tried so very hard to keep it off this fourm room and to stick with the MH, however it's coming to fast.

I love OITNB

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adsy · 17/10/2014 23:14

oitnb is fab. why has Crazy eyes turned so nasty so quickly?

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 23:16

I don't know, can't wait for series 3.

She really looked out for piper.

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AgentZigzag · 17/10/2014 23:17

You post wherever the fuck you like.

Even though the posters are bloody lovely on the MH boards, there just isn't the traffic you get on AIBU, and if you need to talk you need to talk.

AmazingMaise · 17/10/2014 23:18

Oh Piper, do I know that feeling! The dreaded panic. Draw on the fact you've been here before and so you know it will pass. Try and 'ride' it out. Let the panic do its thing and just accept for the next little while that is how you're thing to feel. And that's all it is, feelings. Nothing bad is actually going to happen.

Flowers
adsy · 17/10/2014 23:18

Yeah. they were really good friends. Was it cos of the radio interview with the ex boyfriend where he said she was locked up with nutters? Still doesn't explain why she's turned against everyone else but is that why she hates Piper?

MonstrousPippin · 17/10/2014 23:19

It's a hard night for me too. Piper I wish you well and that you find your way back to happiness. The people here are so wonderful. We can make it. Flowers

PiperIsOrange · 17/10/2014 23:21

I feel like one day that these attacks will be a heart attack and my son will be left alone. My daughter will be fine however my son im has Asd and can't cope without me.

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adsy · 17/10/2014 23:23

don't feel like that. panic attacks aren't a heart attack! concentrate on OITNB; I want a critique on my theory of why crazy eyes has turned so nasty!

jacks365 · 17/10/2014 23:24

What is OITNB can't work it out?