I'm having another go too :)
Seems I might have a couple of distant relatives on here :) (if I've read correctly, no guarantees of that today 
I too am a related to Robert Scott (of the Antarctic), he was my Grandmothers Great Uncle & when small I remember taking a few of his possessions to School for a "show & tell"
way back, my Dads name was apparently on an IRA hit list, & as his work place was bombed, meaning it was taken very seriously our car etc was always under close scrutiny & regularly check for car bombs
I too can gut & butcher animals & fish, despite being a vegetarian
After a very real, but bizarre & scary dream a month or so ago, which had me waking up & discussing getting a survival kit together, & having DH laughing at me for announcing we need to by 1 of those multi task scouting knives, & teach DD how to forage & prepare wild food
......I am now getting irrationally twitchy over all these freak bird & fish deaths 