I've name changed today sorry .
Well here goes- Im 47 and somehow ended up drinking a bottle of wine most nights .
Am noticing that Im not concentrating as well at work and def not being the best parent / friend or girlfriend i could be .
I got divorced last year after a long and unhappy marriage.
Have sorted out everything myself over 4 years.... the children , the divorce, the finances and lastly the house .
Ive even met a lovely man which i never expected.
So its everything Ive wanted for years and years.
So why am i drinking so much now ?
Its a habit i hope not an an addiction .
The only time i dont drink is when i cant. Ive noticed that when i cant Im moody but no physical symtoms .
I think Im just scared of taking the plunge of that first alcohol free night ?
The first thing i do is pour a drink after work.
Anyone want to not drink this evening with me for the first time in too long ?