Since I was a small child I have adored the rain, absolutely loved it.
I have no idea exactly why but it makes me feel so very happy. Since I was young I have suffered from anxiety and for some reason rain never fails to ground me.
I have had a really rough year and summer was particularly tough, the heatwaves left me feeling physically and mentally unwell. Today I have woken up to rain, proper rain not drizzle and I’m feeling so calm and upbeat. I laid in bed for a while hearing it tapping against my bedroom window and I felt so cosy (I usually wake up with high anxiety so this was a treat for me). Weird, I know but I’ve just stood outside in the cool driving rain and felt almost euphoric. I’m hoping to be able to drag the dog out soon on a lovely wet walk around the fields (not sure he’s going to be too impressed though).
Autumn is my favourite month and I hope there will be many more rainy days to come.
I’m weird, I know but does anyone else feel like this?