Hello 👋🏻 Finally it is cool in the house this morning. It started cooling down last night.
I am on my own with DS at his Dad's. I'm not doing well on weekends just now. I'm either with DS and struggling to rest enough while feeling guilty at being boring for DS, or I'm here alone thinking lots of unhealthy thoughts about how life has turned out.
I think I've forgotten how to be normal. How do I do life and feel like I'm living? I feel like I'm resting too much or not enough but wonder if I've trapped myself in my house when I could do something. I don't think humans are supposed to be alone as much as I am. I think too much and get in my own head.
So, I don't know what to do today. I could do with seeing someone really but friends all have their families.
Currently in bed and don't feel enough energy to go fetch a coffee yet. @Swanhilde is your kettle on?