This is obviosy peri talk while HRT is still kicking in... But with all major milestones ticked off, I am just keeping busy until death, or that is what it feels like. I do all the right things (exercise, travel, work, socialise) but it all feels like finding something to do. If the point is to enjoy yourself, then I would just drink tea and eat chocolate all day. Does anyone else feel like that, that they are just getting through each day without any bursts of joy or much feeling about anything reallly? Is this contentment or depression?