“That's totally beside the point-she was still at the centre of the deaths and displaying disturbed ghoulish behaviour whether she did it or not.”
Can you really, honestly, not put yourself into my mindset, even just as a thought experiment, and understand that nothing she did is actually “ghoulish” if she is the victim of a MoJ? It’s all just normal human stuff filtered through an “evil nurse” lens.
I think you’re really struggling with understanding that prosecution allegations are not facts (we’ve discussed this before). The prosecution are always going to act like the defendant in ANY case is public enemy number 1 - the worst miscreant who ever walked the face of the earth, no matter how innocent they are. It’s impossible to have a rational discussion with you if you cannot understand that I totally reject the prosecution’s framing.
Witness testimony, coming from people who have been misled into thinking someone they previously trusted murdered their babies, are going to reframe every memory in light of that story. Anyone would do the same. It doesn’t make that reframing accurate.
I don’t think any of the prosecution’s “ghoulish” framing is true. I think Cheshire police’s investigation was extremely poor and they made a ton of embarrassing mistakes - we probably don’t know the half of all that yet. Most of all I think the lead “expert” witness Dewi Evans is a horrendous, nasty, little Witchfinder who lies for profit at the drop of a hat and should probably be behind bars.
I simply don’t see it at all like you do. I don’t think you’re a bad person though. I just think you’ve been misled by vicious framing and bad information. You do seem to think I’m a bad person, because I would be if I accepted even a fraction of the framing that you have fully taken on as fact. I don’t accept it though. I reject it all.
From my perspective, following over a year of pretty close research, I’ve come to the conclusion that she’s just a fairly ordinary English nurse, who worked more than anyone else, who took all the overtime she could because she was saving for a house, and who unfortunately fell in the firing line when a doctor panicked about rising death rate (not understanding that it was a statistically normal random cluster) and had a gut feeling that she was “always there” (she wasn’t). It spiralled wildly out of control, but it all grew from that.
Thars my position and if you can’t understand that this IS truly my position it’s honestly impossible to converse rationally. You don’t need to agree with me to understand that I see it completely differently. I don’t agree with you, but I appreciate that you at least want to engage in good faith. To do that you have to accept that my perspective is very unlike yours. Any attempts to have a conversation will only descend into absurdity if you don’t/won’t/can’t.
“More like the opposite-you're desperate for her to be innocent because who would want to believe anyone could do something so evil.”
I’m totally capable of thinking people can be very evil indeed and I’m really not “desperate” for her to be innocent. I truly think she is, after a long time of considering every piece of evidence and testimony I could lay my hands on. I didn’t make a snap decision.
“you must know it wouldn't be this hard to defend her if she wasn't guilty.”
I’m not finding it hard at all. Are you?