So it'll be 2 weeks since I sustained this injury. I haven't been on pain killers for a few days and I think this has affected my mood. I can see why dihydrocodeine is seen as addictive. It did dull my feelings as well as pain.
Mobility wise, I'm pretty much normal. I'm walking around but standing can become uncomfortable as there is still a slight burning tingling sensation in my leg but this is getting better.
I don't know when I can get back to running again and the gym and this is frustrating me. Plus when I am at the gym, I'll have to cover my lower leg as it'll look so obvious.
I'm getting bandages changed tomorrow and then Burns unit on Thursday for an update. If all is well then my bandages will be removed. But I haven't seen my leg since I had the accident. I have no idea what to expect.
My skin is dark brown and I can see on the top of my leg that my new skin is pink. This is depressing and I am concerned about scarring. I always have my legs out during the summer too. Wondering when the melanin will return.
Going out is making me anxious. I have a wedding to attend next weekend which I really want to go but I'm concerned about sun exposure, walking around etc. These are things I was never concerned about 2 weeks ago! I'm a big walker and other than my face, I'm never concerned about sun exposure. 😔
I've had to change my wardrobe as I live in shorts. I've bought a nice long denim skirt, some UPF 50 trousers from Mountain Warehouse and some long baggy trousers.
I'm also looking into high factor sun screen for sensitive skin and UPF 50 leg sleeves to wear once skin has fully healed. Plus long gym leggings too.
Feeling quite emotional and vulnerable today.
I feel so crap for missing the holiday with my kids and not being able to take them anyway on day trips over the summer break. We head to a festival every year as a family during August bank holiday but I really don't want to go. It's outdoors, lots of walking, not very clean, limited shower use etc etc. My kids and DP want me to go and it'll be another family break that I'll miss but I'm worried about not being at home, sun exposure, walking etc etc.
I hope it'll get better soon and I can have some of my normality back. Xx