I cannot stand my 4 year old,
he has been referred twice and they have not continued due to nursery. He is an angel for others, he does not like me clearly and I dont like him. He is extremely difficult, ruins single handedly every day out, every trip to the park, every activity. It is near on impossible to manage, it’s extremely difficult to have a job, he is naughty on purpose, and im not joking he pushes every boundary, repeatedly. He is a huge wind up, he hates everyone, he hates his brother, he hates me.
i let him do what he wants now, I’ve completely signed off mentally, and physically because I am struggling to find love for him right now, i really am.
i am finding myself saying some not nice things, because nothing makes an impact.
i just feel like I dont want to be around him at all.