It's 2:15AM, why are you still up?

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I am meant to be sleeping but my three delightful guinea pigs are trashing the joint! Do they have to tear cardboard with their teeth so loudly? 😁😁 it's a good job that they're cute and I adore them!

So why are YOU up?

Wake up with worry. Useless ex husband wanted to leave the UK so I moved to my home country with kids. Things are not ideal here and ex said he is going to stay in the uk for some time now. I don't know whether to go back or not and feeling miserable and sorry for the kids. They did not deserve this.

On call and got woken a couple of hours ago, now can’t sleep! First on call after being off with depression, waiting for DD to get up and go to placement and then I’ll get up and make a drink. Can’t be bothered to chat to her at this time 😂