I don't truly mean that . But sometimes it feels like that would be a solution. I know that's not true though. I guess it's more of a stop the world I want to get of. I have had enough I really have.
I can't really say what its about at the moment. Because I just can't cope with some of the judgement I sometimes get . The kind understanding people of MN far out weigh the ones the ones who are less understanding. But I just can't manage that just now.
Thread is pointless really because I'm not even saying what's going on .