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36 weeks pregnant was trying to reverse out of a car park as too narrow to turn and crashed into a brand new bmw. Was on the way to mau for reduced movements and pains so think I’ve just been so stressed I’ve somehow not seen it even though o was actually looking in my mirror to reverse. My mum left her number because I didn’t have a pen and needed to get to mau and is dealing with it because Ive asked if she can just let me know what the driver says as I’m stressed enough about high risk pregnancy to add this to the pile but I’ve come home from mau and just feel like I can’t cope. I’ve already been speaking with consultants saying I’ve been feeling suicidal and have had zero help other than them saying they’ll write a letter to my gp but I feel pushed to the edge with this I just can’t see past it. My excess is £470 which I don’t even remember signing tbh I don’t know why I’d ever have such a high excess but obviously I have. Driver phoned and was apparently nice but said it’s a new car so she’ll be getting it fixed and when I looked at paint damage costs for bmws it’s about £300 which I just don’t have - I lost my job before I qualified for smp so my income is basically pennies. I’m so depressed. Either I’ll have to shell out hundreds cash to avoid insurance or she goes through insurance and my premium will sky rocket and then I probably can’t afford to run my car anymore. I know it’s my own fault but I genuinely didn’t see the car. Just can’t see past this anymore I feel so sad at how shit I am at everything