@RowanMayfair I hear you. Just trying to figure out some sort of logic to the chaos (like wouldn't you just flee the country if you knew you were pregnant and you were desperate to 'escape?') but I think that's a trail that petered out long ago with these two. Things have just gone so tragically wrong, and their disordered thinking is their responsibility. Not trying to absolve them from responsibility for a newborn who could do nothing but rely on them.
She could well be telling the truth about falling asleep on the baby. We will never know. Maybe I just prefer to think that rather than wondering if she died of hypothermia - which seems such a cruel and unnecessary death rather than something accidental.
I can actually understand her saying the baby was 'no longer alive', it seems so much less harsh than the baby was dead.
Selfish, to conceive another child when fairly obviously they haven't been able to care for the other 4. She's either a bit mad or pretending to be.
I guess the psych assessments will figure that one out.
It's just a gigantic mess.