I was 17, engaged to a guy aged 18 who was violent constantly as a result of him struggling with his sexuality due to family pressure.
We were supposed to go to a party. Instead he started mouthing off at me in a packed bar. None of our so called mates said anything to him or stuck up for me.
So I flounced. Except in my speed of flouncing, I realised that my keys were in the leather jacket I was wearing. Which was now in the bar as he had shouted to me to give him back his jacket (vintage leather, can't say I blamed him for not wanting me to pinch it). Not in my bag like I thought.
So, I sat watching the river from a bench, with a bottle of vodka and a pack of cigarettes, some rizla and weed and knew it was 2000 because the fireworks from the posh side of the river
I must have fallen asleep at some point but when I woke up, I walked back through town, saw loads of people leaving parties, everyone happy and excited by this whole new era. Got back to my flat, door was unlocked, him and his mates all over the place.
I remember feeling like the world would change. Which of course, it did but not necessarily for the better.
I think there was so much hope, so much excitement for a new world of everyone doing better and looking forward to new tech and opportunities. But we squandered it.
Me and the guy split up when I met my now DH 6 months after that night. In those six months it got worse before it got better and I was lucky to find DH when I did.