I’m just so sad all the time at the moment and it’s ruining so much. It’s all connected to my work, my employer has been lying to me and is now trying to get rid of me (I’ve been there 12 years). I’m a professional higher earner, age 50. I can’t cope with the stress, manipulation and twisting of the truth. Today I tried to kill myself. My husband intervened in time. I don’t want to go into details. I’m already on antidepressants and don’t really know where to turn. I’m in such a state.