For the last few weeks I have become obsessed with a minor celebrity. He is probably not a household name but is very well known in the specific genre. I met him at an event recently and it was brilliant. DH knew I was going but wasn't happy about it.
I have spent far too much time online and in my head pursuing this obsession rather than reality. DH is thoroughly fed up. He knows I am into the scene around this person but not about the obsession around him. I'm very attracted to him and have flirted with him a lot online. I'm not proud of it. I do have an obsessive personality and am very impulsive. I have never cheated on DH.
I need to make a clean break and get him out of my head. I'm leaving the online groups. I feel so guilty. I love my DH and my family and they deserve my attention. Please be kind.