Can someone please talk to me?

[Arwenevenstone]

I am feeling suicidal and can't cope any more. DH can't help. No one can. At the end of my rope.

Polecat03, I have had other threads in MH under another name discussing the meds with ppl who are on those meds, so I haven't gone into detail here. She was on one prescription for several months- seemed to be working- but when she went back to uni, it didn't touch the sides of her anxiety even when increased. Then she was on another prescription from October to January, so 3 whole months, which had just terrible side effects. She was lurching around like a drunk, and had awful nausea for the whole time. We stopped it mid January so she could reapply for unis and fill out a PS.

She then decided that she would try CBT and then DBT instead, and cut out the meds. Seemed to be getting better and was happy to get a good uni offer about a month ago, but now has had a relapse.

It may be time to try yet another med but she is scared of trying anything now. She is very slight and reacts badly to meds, with the full range of side effects.