@helpfulperson
I don't think he thought 'I know its against the rules but let's have a party'. I think he just didn't even consider the question which in some ways is worse.
This is sort of what I think
During lockdown, I sometimes looked at things like huge queues for the supermarket, or heard stories about items being quarantined if a customer had touched them and thought, does the PM, on a real level, know what's going on?
I had to go into the City once for a medical appointment and I wondered if he knew it was deserted.
But if he just does as he's told, that's almost worse than "sod it, I'll have a party, .i'll get away with it."
I didn't see more than a couple of clips from press conferences but I only saw him checking rules. I don't know how I feel if he genuinely doesn't know what hell he inflicted on everyone, as a man who is meant to be a libertarian.