I recently started a job where a small part of it involves taking meeting minutes and I'm crap at it. It's like my brain (let alone my handwriting) can't keep up with what's being said so by the time I've processed the info to write it down I've missed the next part of the conversation and so it snowballs. The meetings involve numbers and technical talk so I can't just jot down a general idea of what's being said, I need to write down specific figures and what they relate to. If I asked them to repeat stuff I'd be interrupting them literally every other sentence.
I've got away with it up till now because they've been on Zoom so I can play back the recording and write everything up at my leisure but we're back in the office now so they'll be face-to-face and unrecordable.
Help...I literally feel sick with anxiety about how to cope without looking useless at my job 