New job. Two weeks in. Introduced to a male colleague and the floor nearly fell out underneath me. Call it what you want, angels were fucking singing, time stopped, instant massive sexual pit of the stomach attraction, gravitational pull of epic proportions.
Neither of us single. I don’t go near married men as a hard line even when I was single. I know the advise; imagine him picking his nose, imagine his dirty pants on the floor, imagine all the gross stuff he does. But fuck me when he is in the room you could cut the air with a knife. I know it’s not just me, another colleague mentioned to him today that they’ve seen him more this week than they have for the last month. He is finding any reason to come in. Meeting this afternoon and 10 free chairs but he sat right next to me, I could feel the heat from his arm and just wanted to bloody climb on his lap or leave the room,
What the fuck do I do now. I can’t leave my job. He’s not going anywhere. Wait for it to burn out? Avoid at all costs. Clean clinical interactions and no eye contact etc etc
I repeat I do not go near married men. My own ex DH cheated on me and I don’t do that. But this is some weird carnal sexual attraction the like of which I haven’t felt in years