Posting for traffic. I literally feel so unhappy all the time and just hate my life. I've had lots of treatment for depression but I need don't particularly feel depressed at the moment, I just hate my life. I live alone, no partner, no kids. Small family that are spread over the country. One very difficult sibling who can be very nasty at times. I have a decent job with okay pay but I don't particularly enjoy it. No hobbies as nothing really interests me. I wouldn't be fussed if I didn't wake up tomorrow but I know one of my parents would be upset if I committed suicide. I just can't be bothered anymore. I hate the world that we live in, hatred and war and shady politics and inequality. I just feel so done.