I think I hit my wall yesterday.
Woke up full of rage about the schools situation and it didn't really go away all day.
Then ds2 came down in tears at 11 pm, having gone to bed at 10pm, and I was very brusque with him.
Up to now I've been sympathetic, talked to him, comforted him. But last night I didn't have anything and just got a bit cross with him. I felt awful this morning, but he seems ok.
The school sent me a survey yesterday, about what parents' feelings were about online learning, should it be required, in September, so that didn't help. I'd thought they were pretty gung ho about getting back in September.
However, in more positive news- I've booked 2 nights at a lovely airbnb near Wells for late July. We're going to Wookey Hole, and to yomp up the Tor, and generally be in the fresh air for a couple of days.
So there's that to look forward to 