I'm sorry but I'm not too clued up on signs and signals for PND, as I never thought it could happen to me. I'm 9 weeks pp with DC2. For various reasons, mainly financial, I have to go back to work today. It's killing me. With DC1 I had to go back part time three weeks PP but didn't feel like this, although it was a family business so sometimes she came and was there for an hour. Different job this time so I can't have see DC until I get home. Anyway, I feel like a shell. What's the point in me being here if I can't be with my baby? I've had to stop breastfeeding because I had really nasty mastitis and my supply dropped and I couldn't do it but this just tips it. I don't want to be here anymore if I can't be with my baby. He's so little and I won't be here for 40 hours a week, plus travel time. Obviously I don't want to leave DC1 either but they're two and I was a SAHM for a year. I feel so sad. Is this normal or potential PND?