Ok I'll preface this by saying I've also put it on threads I'm a regular on so apologies to anyone whose already read this. Secondly, I'm in a bad place mentally as my mental health support is ending and I found out last night that there's a letter on my medical file that prevents me accessing mental health care, at all. I was told previously I could.
So I'm in a state consequently about something that'll appear really stupid - my fridge.
I think my fridge might have broken. There's no way landlord can access to replace it due to severe clutter and rubbish (collection now once a month) and I can't bend down without collapsing and if it needs replacing I must pay for a new one (I can't get anywhere else to live as no guarantor, even social housing/ha here now require guarantor). It's hot here so food'll go off quick.
I thought maybe I'd left the door open after last thing last night (bad night hence ringing for crisis support) could it be that?? but nothing seems to be cold in there three hours later and defrosting.
I'm really really panicking now as I've no money to replace the food I just bought and can't afford new rent or cleaner.
Honestly I've just had enough.
Panicking and device really struggling to load MN now because of ads playing g al the time taking up all my mobile signal..