Something and nothing really, just the pressures of being working parents whilst managing a blended family , finances mainly .
I know it's me but I'm in a bit of a rut at minute and I can't shake myself out of it .
Have had a major issue with my db recently which means I will be nc with him forever and whilst it can't be fixed , I'm sad and almost In mourning but because of what has happened I don't feel like I can voice it as what he did was unforgivable .
Everything seems so much worse in the dark on my own
Very self pitying, I know !