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I’m a recreational drug user AMA

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alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:03

As the title says

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CuriousPaper · 19/09/2026 10:44

An alternative way to spend £50 per week maybe? Less social circle approval but also less supporting the guns, violence, exploitation of kids etc

www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=www.theguardian.com/science/2026/mar/04/weight-loss-addiction-drugs-alcohol-study&ved=2ahUKEwiu7NL_rPqWAxV9SUEAHW0FEYMQFnoECCIQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1k9uZg5dLq1RhsdVTGY3-R

BridalFeastofBethChadruharazzeb · 19/09/2026 10:44

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:21

No I don’t and I said in that response I have not used it weekly all that time. When I’m using it regularly there’s a week or 2 between uses. That doesn’t mean I constantly use it. There’s times I go months without it.

if I was addicted I’d want it all the time. I don’t. I don’t crave it at all.

So why do it.

It's a lot of money to spend on nothing (like smoking)

MassiveOvaryaction · 19/09/2026 10:44

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:24

When I first started, it was offered I didn’t buy it. Then when I started buying it I got from the person who supplied to the person who gave it to me. Over time other people who do it pass along their dealers and eventually you know quite a few

Oh ok. That brings up another question then. How is this normalised?! You're having drinks or something and someone just offers you some coke and your reaction is just to say 'oh yeah, why not' rather than being horrified and running a mile?

Pingsung · 19/09/2026 10:44

Are you really so unintelligent as to not see that this could contribute to ruining your own health and contribute to exploiting and ruining the lives of others?

IDrinkTeaAllTheTime · 19/09/2026 10:46

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:22

Considering I don’t drink every day, you’re incorrect.

You don’t have to drink every day to have a problem with alcohol. The fact that when you drink you then engage in other dangerous behaviours suggests you do have a problem.

The old stereotype of alcoholics drinking bottles of cheap cider on park benches is just that - an old stereotype. Yes, some people still do that, but alcoholism is on a spectrum. You’d be really surprised how some alcoholics can function and you’d have no idea about their drinking habits.

I’m not saying you’re an alcoholic, but you are potentially a problematic drinker.

Bettysnow · 19/09/2026 10:48

How would you feel if your child posts a similar thread someday?

WeaponsOfNaffDestruction · 19/09/2026 10:48

Do you acknowledge that you’re a selfish person?

Do you have kids?

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:48

Pingsung · 19/09/2026 10:44

Are you really so unintelligent as to not see that this could contribute to ruining your own health and contribute to exploiting and ruining the lives of others?

id really love you to point out where I ever said it doesn’t cause health problems or contribute to exploitation

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Brideofclover · 19/09/2026 10:50

Apologies if this has been asked already @alltheleavesarebrwn but simply ….Why?
Why do you use coke and what do you get out of it? X

BillieWiper · 19/09/2026 10:52

Have you noticed any changes in the physiognomy and function of your nose over time?

Nearly all my mates who do it 'recreationally' ie maybe a gram or 2 a weekend have noticed some damage over the years.

Would you ever try crack? Or have you?
How do you regulate yourself not to increase the amount you take/buy?

Bbq1 · 19/09/2026 10:52

Why won't you answer all the pp's asking if you have children?

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:55

I actually feel sorry for you Op. I think you are trying to convince yourself you're not addicted, but if that's the case, why do you continue to use it on a regular basis? Are you depressed? Are you lacking confidence and feel you need it when socializing? I read somewhere that users even get the feeling of euphoria just at the THOUGHT of taking it, rather than actually doing it.

LittleBearPad · 19/09/2026 10:55

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:48

id really love you to point out where I ever said it doesn’t cause health problems or contribute to exploitation

But you’re going to carry on regardless.

Dollymylove · 19/09/2026 10:55

How do you take it. Snorting?
Do you not worry about ending up like Daniella Westbrook?

ThatLoudCat · 19/09/2026 10:57

What is the reason that you're ignoring so many questions?

Gengha · 19/09/2026 10:57

Can you really not think of something better to spend £200 a month on?

Gengha · 19/09/2026 10:58

Bbq1 · 19/09/2026 10:52

Why won't you answer all the pp's asking if you have children?

Oh I think we know why.

NotSoLittle · 19/09/2026 10:59

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:48

id really love you to point out where I ever said it doesn’t cause health problems or contribute to exploitation

So if you're not an addict as you keep insisting why do you keep taking it? Even if you don't give a shit about your own health, how, as a non-addict, do you justify supporting the violence and misery that cocaine production & distribution causes all down the line?
Also, do you have kids?

Dweetfidilove · 19/09/2026 11:00

DontBuyANewMumCashmere · 19/09/2026 10:05

I'm a police officer in CID and I want to remind you that you are directly, and personally, contributing to the increase in gang crime, violence, knife crime, acquisitive crimes such as burglary, shop theft, robbery, the exploitation of children and vulnerable people, rape and other violent offences. Plus you are lining the pockets of scummy drug lords.

If you're happy with that, all for a buzz on a Saturday night then you're a fucking prick.

Exactly!
Absolutely disgusting morals. No shame or conscience. I really dislike your sort @alltheleavesarebrwn .

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 11:00

Dollymylove · 19/09/2026 10:55

How do you take it. Snorting?
Do you not worry about ending up like Daniella Westbrook?

Exactly.

ColadhSamh · 19/09/2026 11:00

DontBuyANewMumCashmere · 19/09/2026 10:05

I'm a police officer in CID and I want to remind you that you are directly, and personally, contributing to the increase in gang crime, violence, knife crime, acquisitive crimes such as burglary, shop theft, robbery, the exploitation of children and vulnerable people, rape and other violent offences. Plus you are lining the pockets of scummy drug lords.

If you're happy with that, all for a buzz on a Saturday night then you're a fucking prick.

As this is AMA why have you not replied to this @alltheleavesarebrwn ? Is the buzz worth it having read those comments? Agree with the summary in the last line.

Gengha · 19/09/2026 11:00

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:02

No I’m not an addict. I can go as long as I want without using it. I use it when I drink, if I don’t drink It’s not even a thought.

But you use it much more now than you did in 2019

Your use is increasing

How do you think addicts become addicted?

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 11:01

Why start an AMA if you won't answer all the questions?

MsWicked · 19/09/2026 11:03

We need to hear more of this @dontbuyanewmumcashmere Real damage and destruction to the lives impacted. All so that a scumbag with a few spare £50’s can get off their face.
Too often drug users, particularly those boasting online, really just don’t understand this. They say they do, but I think they need to see it to believe it.

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 11:03

Maybe the Op has been given food for thought with this thread, and is now realising the enormity of her situation.