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I’m a recreational drug user AMA

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alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:03

As the title says

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HavingABlether · 19/09/2026 09:53

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:12

I am aware of the exploitation that comes from the drug industry and of course feel bad for contributing to the demand. It’s not that I don’t care or that I accept it, I’ll hold my hands up and say I am of course at fault at the fact I still do it.

So you are aware, and appareny care, but getting off your face is more important. I hope one day you can explain this to the parent of an exploited child.

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 09:55

This is an interesting AMA. I'm a cleaner and I honestly can't believe the number of my educated, middle class customers that regularly use cocaine. One of my customer's actually asked me if I knew any dealers as theirs had let them down one weekend. These are doctors, lawyers, Accountants etc in their 40s and 50s.

My questions are:
How old are you?
How long have you been doing it?
How much do spend weekly on it?

Otterliee · 19/09/2026 09:58

Are you an addict? If not, why not stop?

Do you understand the risk you take each time you choose to do this?

Do you have children?

How do you feel about funding and supporting criminals that often use violence and threats in the trade and are also often involved in other crimes such as sex trafficking? (Drugs play a huge part in that)

MellowSubmarine · 19/09/2026 10:00

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:28

The difference is that if it’s delivered it’s from someone I know already and know what it’s like. A dealer on the street could be selling you absolutely anything.

That’s a bit naive. Someone delivering you something could be delivering absolutely anything, without them even knowing it’s different to what they gave you last week.

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:00

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 09:55

This is an interesting AMA. I'm a cleaner and I honestly can't believe the number of my educated, middle class customers that regularly use cocaine. One of my customer's actually asked me if I knew any dealers as theirs had let them down one weekend. These are doctors, lawyers, Accountants etc in their 40s and 50s.

My questions are:
How old are you?
How long have you been doing it?
How much do spend weekly on it?

I’m 31
I’ve used it since about 2019 but not as regularly as I do now since about 2024
about £50 a week

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alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:02

Otterliee · 19/09/2026 09:58

Are you an addict? If not, why not stop?

Do you understand the risk you take each time you choose to do this?

Do you have children?

How do you feel about funding and supporting criminals that often use violence and threats in the trade and are also often involved in other crimes such as sex trafficking? (Drugs play a huge part in that)

No I’m not an addict. I can go as long as I want without using it. I use it when I drink, if I don’t drink It’s not even a thought.

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Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:03

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:00

I’m 31
I’ve used it since about 2019 but not as regularly as I do now since about 2024
about £50 a week

What made you start taking it?

OtterlyAstounding · 19/09/2026 10:03

FannybygaslightinGovan · 19/09/2026 09:52

What stimulants can you source ethically?

With the disclaimer that I’m not in the UK (although the same drugs are illegal in my country), you could get ethical mushrooms, certainly. Weed should be possible to source ethically, or grow yourself, although admittedly it sounds like sourcing it ethically might be trickier in the UK than where I live.

Other drugs would be harder to get hold of ethically - I suppose you could get hold of somewhat 'ethical' meth/speed if you happened to know someone who had a small lab and cooked it themselves, but that would be a much more difficult prospect.

That’s about it as far as I know, though!

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:04

MellowSubmarine · 19/09/2026 10:00

That’s a bit naive. Someone delivering you something could be delivering absolutely anything, without them even knowing it’s different to what they gave you last week.

Yes but it doesn’t really work like that. It’s unlikely they are going to sell something dodgy to a regular

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throwawayimplantchat · 19/09/2026 10:05

You spend about £50 a week, presumably for a gram as a dealer wouldn’t sell you less. I dread to think what’s actually in your ‘coke’.

My question is do you have kids? Aren’t you ever worried you’ll get a bad batch (especially as it’s so cheap) and something will happen to you and leave them without a mum?

It’s such a grim drug.

HelpMeGetThrough · 19/09/2026 10:05

OtterlyAstounding · 19/09/2026 10:03

With the disclaimer that I’m not in the UK (although the same drugs are illegal in my country), you could get ethical mushrooms, certainly. Weed should be possible to source ethically, or grow yourself, although admittedly it sounds like sourcing it ethically might be trickier in the UK than where I live.

Other drugs would be harder to get hold of ethically - I suppose you could get hold of somewhat 'ethical' meth/speed if you happened to know someone who had a small lab and cooked it themselves, but that would be a much more difficult prospect.

That’s about it as far as I know, though!

You can’t start growing weed in your loft or crack out a lab legally in the UK.

DontBuyANewMumCashmere · 19/09/2026 10:05

I'm a police officer in CID and I want to remind you that you are directly, and personally, contributing to the increase in gang crime, violence, knife crime, acquisitive crimes such as burglary, shop theft, robbery, the exploitation of children and vulnerable people, rape and other violent offences. Plus you are lining the pockets of scummy drug lords.

If you're happy with that, all for a buzz on a Saturday night then you're a fucking prick.

OtterlyAstounding · 19/09/2026 10:06

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:04

Yes but it doesn’t really work like that. It’s unlikely they are going to sell something dodgy to a regular

Why would they sell something dodgy to a potential new regular though? I would think that most of the time when tainted product gets sold, the seller has no clue.

LittleBearPad · 19/09/2026 10:06

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 09:28

The difference is that if it’s delivered it’s from someone I know already and know what it’s like. A dealer on the street could be selling you absolutely anything.

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Those ethical drug dealers who deliver. Not like the scum who sell on the street eh?

Of course it all comes from the same place and causes huge amounts of misery but you crack on Op

throwawayimplantchat · 19/09/2026 10:06

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:04

Yes but it doesn’t really work like that. It’s unlikely they are going to sell something dodgy to a regular

For £50 they aren’t selling you anything other than ‘dodgy’ coke mate.

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:07

I can always tell when my customers have done it as they have a runny nose. They'll say they've got allergies but I see the remnants of cocaine on the surfaces. Do you always have a runny nose? Aren't you bothered that your nose could literally rot away (see Daniella Westbrook)

I’m a recreational drug user AMA
OtterlyAstounding · 19/09/2026 10:07

HelpMeGetThrough · 19/09/2026 10:05

You can’t start growing weed in your loft or crack out a lab legally in the UK.

I didn't say 'legal', I said 'ethical' - as in, it's not exploiting anyone. Of course it's illegal! As is picking and eating mushies - but that's as ethical as can be.

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:08

throwawayimplantchat · 19/09/2026 10:06

For £50 they aren’t selling you anything other than ‘dodgy’ coke mate.

Surely it depend how much she's getting for £50?

TY78910 · 19/09/2026 10:09

do you experience any paranoia? I can imagine that after weekly use for 7 years you’d be experiencing the side effects.

also, what makes you carry on? Have you ever considered that you’re in denial that you’re not addicted? You say you can go period of time without so you’re not addicted but you seem to have gone back time and time again since 2019?

MellowSubmarine · 19/09/2026 10:10

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:04

Yes but it doesn’t really work like that. It’s unlikely they are going to sell something dodgy to a regular

Even if your friendly neighbourhood drug dealer would never ever want to give you something dodgy, as I said, they may not even know. It’s not some highly controlled safe supply chain.
I’d agree with you that it’s safer from someone you know than a random person on the street. But I stand by that it’s naive to think that because you regularly get it from them, it’s safe.

2025M · 19/09/2026 10:11

DontBuyANewMumCashmere · 19/09/2026 10:05

I'm a police officer in CID and I want to remind you that you are directly, and personally, contributing to the increase in gang crime, violence, knife crime, acquisitive crimes such as burglary, shop theft, robbery, the exploitation of children and vulnerable people, rape and other violent offences. Plus you are lining the pockets of scummy drug lords.

If you're happy with that, all for a buzz on a Saturday night then you're a fucking prick.

Best response award.

I don't think that we need anymore AMA questions.

I completely agree with this response.

Your evening of enjoyment at the detriment of thousands.

Not worth a question, or any answer. It's selfishness to a level beyond belief.

throwawayimplantchat · 19/09/2026 10:12

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:08

Surely it depend how much she's getting for £50?

Nobody is going to sell her less than a gram at a time, so she’s getting very poor quality coke. It’s all awful in different ways but I’m surprised OP seems to think she’s getting good quality stuff for that amount of money.

cramptramp · 19/09/2026 10:13

I can’t see that you answered if you have children? Do you?

Ihateboris · 19/09/2026 10:14

throwawayimplantchat · 19/09/2026 10:12

Nobody is going to sell her less than a gram at a time, so she’s getting very poor quality coke. It’s all awful in different ways but I’m surprised OP seems to think she’s getting good quality stuff for that amount of money.

Exactly, and let's face it, a trustworthy drug dealer is surely an oxymoron?

Otterliee · 19/09/2026 10:15

alltheleavesarebrwn · 19/09/2026 10:02

No I’m not an addict. I can go as long as I want without using it. I use it when I drink, if I don’t drink It’s not even a thought.

Perhaps you should stop drinking then?