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I've been a prostitute on and off since I was a young adult. AMA.

789 replies

IAMAthroway · 22/03/2026 01:49

Just that, really. I am drunk and bored, and I've noticed in the past on MN, many sweeping statements made about sex workers that I don't always agree with (i.e we are all brainwashed into thinking we are happy with our career choice, but really we are miserable)

For background, I started when I was 19, maybe late 18. I got into it because I was lapdancing and noticed those who offered "extras" after hours made 3x what I did. I was young and stupid, and sex just felt like sex to me, so it was quick, easy money. I left when I was 23/24 and met DH.

I got back into it when I was in my early 30s and left DH with nothing to my name, but left again when DH and I agreed to a suitable child maintenance arrangement, and I could afford to live.

I went back into it 2/3 months ago when possible redundancies were announced at my work, and I realised benefits covered only around 2/3 of my basic outgoings. I am in my early 40s with two adult children who still rely on me. DS is in uni, and DD has just started an NMW job; both still live with me.

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OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:04

Revoltingpheasants · 22/03/2026 22:01

I’d call that disassociation rather than a lack of self respect.

I have a friend who told me she thought she’d been sexually assaulted (she had.) But the reason she didn’t think she had been was because we were watching Hollyoaks (I know, we were young) and she said ‘but look, this character is all upset and traumatised and I wasn’t bothered.’ She was bothered but she was right, she didn’t feel as the character felt.

People do react to things in all sorts of different ways and (this is key) they have the right to do so. Reactions aren’t wrong; rape is. There’s enough policing of women as it is.

Yes, dissociation due to trauma, and desensitisation thanks to repeated exposure, which surely does not cause healthy self-respect.

I do understand things affect people differently, but in my experience, prostitution always affected already damaged women negatively.

But I suppose we'll have to agree to disagree.

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:04

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:02

Perhaps in a perfect world, it wouldn't have negative impacts.

But there are a multitude of factors that mean in reality, prostitution is almost always driven by trauma, poor boundaries, and a lack of self-worth, and generally only exacerbates those things and causes more trauma and lowers self-respect.

I do agree that it's possible for women to be prostitutes without being negatively affected, and perhaps some are. It might also depend on the type of sex work - for instance, a dominatrix might find it less impactful. But I have found that even with women who claim to be happy in the work, and healthy, if you dig down beneath the social veneer, you generally find a history of attachment issues, trauma, and other emotional problems.

fair points but then in many jobs and as a person said upthread you can still have various omg aspects of those roles etc

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:04

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:02

Perhaps in a perfect world, it wouldn't have negative impacts.

But there are a multitude of factors that mean in reality, prostitution is almost always driven by trauma, poor boundaries, and a lack of self-worth, and generally only exacerbates those things and causes more trauma and lowers self-respect.

I do agree that it's possible for women to be prostitutes without being negatively affected, and perhaps some are. It might also depend on the type of sex work - for instance, a dominatrix might find it less impactful. But I have found that even with women who claim to be happy in the work, and healthy, if you dig down beneath the social veneer, you generally find a history of attachment issues, trauma, and other emotional problems.

Yes I think it's interesting dominatrixes often seem to be the ones who are most positive about it. Probably non coincidentally because it may not involve such intimate physical contact

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:05

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:03

Sex is much more intimate than washing a car or walking a dog. Forcing someone to walk a dog or wash a car is a crime, but not as bad a crime as forcing someone to have sex with you.

If it were just the same, that wouldn't be the case

but if you agree as an individual (whoever the woman is) that you want to willingly offer sexual services and you can pick and choose who you agree to do business with, then based on that why then do some women still think because its sex it should be free ?

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:06

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:04

Yes I think it's interesting dominatrixes often seem to be the ones who are most positive about it. Probably non coincidentally because it may not involve such intimate physical contact

I think so, yes. There's something unavoidably intimate about allowing a person to penetrate your body.

Nevs · 22/03/2026 22:07

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 21:59

Maybe because I , personally (and I think many other women) see sex as something we enjoy physically & emotionally for ourselves, not a 'sevice' we do for others? 🤢

Edited

Carla that green vomit smilie is extremely judgemental. You’re going to offend people.

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:07

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:06

I think so, yes. There's something unavoidably intimate about allowing a person to penetrate your body.

but then some would say thats subjective because not everyone has the same feelings or emotions etc ?

Nevs · 22/03/2026 22:08

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:01

but then id argue some people enjoy doing walkking peoples dogs, ironing clothes, baking cakes, washing cars etc all different aspects that could be done for another person ? so if you can charge for those services then why should or would sex be any different ?

Christ.

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:09

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:04

fair points but then in many jobs and as a person said upthread you can still have various omg aspects of those roles etc

Yes, but none of those 'omg' aspects are the same as being sexually penetrated and used for money. There is a reason that sexual assault, abuse, and rape are considered to be such an abhorrence - it's such a damaging violation.

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:11

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:09

Yes, but none of those 'omg' aspects are the same as being sexually penetrated and used for money. There is a reason that sexual assault, abuse, and rape are considered to be such an abhorrence - it's such a damaging violation.

If two willing and consenting people choose to offer and recieve a transaction etc then surley thats down to the individuals and not for society to somehow think they are more morally better ?

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:12

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:07

but then some would say thats subjective because not everyone has the same feelings or emotions etc ?

You'd have to look at the statistics on that. But overwhelmingly, it seems that sexual abuse and rape have an incredibly damaging effect on a person's emotional health, whether overtly or subtly.

Which is probably why so many women who go into sex work have suffered abuse of some sort as children and young people; they're damaged in such a way that they're already desensitised, dissociated, or lacking self-worth, which means they have poor boundaries.

After all, if prostitution was 'just work' then why would women on benefits not be expected to get work as prostitutes instead?

MarianaMonterey · 22/03/2026 22:12

Thedevilhasfinallycaughtupwithhim · 22/03/2026 21:19

Because, if it’s “valid work” you should be fine with your husband seeing a “professional”.

like you’d be fine with him employing an electrician or a hairdresser

And just to add

I don’t think it’s the prostitutes responsibly in any way shape or form. I haven’t even implied that I do.

I just dislike it when some women cheer other women on to be coerced into sex with men they don’t find attractive because they think they’re safe from any of the harmful consequences.

Edited

That is bonkers. My point is that sex is not different to other physical work for the people doing the work and it doesn’t devalue them as humans. Not that it’s fine for men who have agreed not to have sex outside marriage to ‘not count’ prostitutes because they are a trade. That’s a betrayal of the marriage partnership, which the men are invalidating by having sex outside of it without their partner consenting. If sex workers threaten your marriage, the problem is not the sex workers.

If my husband knocks a wall down in our house without asking me, the issue is that he is an entitled man who doesn’t respect our agreement. Whether or not he uses a professional builder makes no difference. I would either be ok with the wall coming down, or not, and ok with the unilateral decision, or not. It’s not OK if he used a pro and not if a mate got the sledgehammer out. Because that’s not the issue. (Plus, it would be no reflection on the builder as a person).

If a sex worker only saw single men, would you be ok with that? Are you OK with lap dancing and strip clubs?

I don’t know if you meant me being immune from the consequences because I’m not married and so safe from the evils of prostitution tempting my poor hapless husband from me, but that’s also quite ridiculous. Women shaming sex workers divides women, allows men to escape accountability for their infidelity, affords other women ‘respectability’ and scapegoats sec workers who are more likely to be assaulted and less likely to report assault
and be more vulnerable, which reduces prosecutions and lowers the floor for men’s accepted behaviour. It marginalises sex work which supports trafficking and exploitation and reduces the avenues out for those women, which enables men to profit further of women’s work. Shaming sex work is bad for all women and good for the patriarchy, which all women live under. No woman is safe from its harmful consequences. I think this is quite a selfish, naive and very narrow minded view. It comes accross as though you’re happy to shame sex workers (or confine them to one dimensional tropes) so long as they don’t threaten your marriage. Which IS shaming them. Because that isn’t and shouldn’t be the responsibility of anyone but you and your husband.

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:12

Nevs · 22/03/2026 22:07

Carla that green vomit smilie is extremely judgemental. You’re going to offend people.

🤣

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:13

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:11

If two willing and consenting people choose to offer and recieve a transaction etc then surley thats down to the individuals and not for society to somehow think they are more morally better ?

It's not about thinking oneself 'morally better'.

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:13

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:12

You'd have to look at the statistics on that. But overwhelmingly, it seems that sexual abuse and rape have an incredibly damaging effect on a person's emotional health, whether overtly or subtly.

Which is probably why so many women who go into sex work have suffered abuse of some sort as children and young people; they're damaged in such a way that they're already desensitised, dissociated, or lacking self-worth, which means they have poor boundaries.

After all, if prostitution was 'just work' then why would women on benefits not be expected to get work as prostitutes instead?

because of the judgements of people that assume everyone that does sex work is somehow damaged plus society as a whole would then have to admit that sex sells etc

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:16

@MarianaMonterey "My point is that sex is not different to other physical work for the people doing the work and it doesn’t devalue them as humans."

So you think women applying for benefits should be required to seek work as prostitutes first? If it's not different?

Also, is non-payment of a prostitute theft, or rape? Personally I think it's rape, because I don't think 'sex work is just work'. But if sex work is just work, then wouldn't it simply be non-payment for services, and not a big deal?

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:17

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:13

because of the judgements of people that assume everyone that does sex work is somehow damaged plus society as a whole would then have to admit that sex sells etc

No. I don't believe that's why women seeking benefits aren't expected to find work as prostitutes.

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:17

@MarianaMonterey , you say : ' If a sex worker only saw single men, would you be ok with that?"- I think that would be better, that' just one of the issues.

From what OP's written, it sounds like sex often happens in strip clubs.

grizzlyoldbear · 22/03/2026 22:17

Batties · 22/03/2026 03:32

A man who pays for sex, no matter how polite or mild-mannered he seems, isn’t “sweet”. Paying for access to a women’s body reflects an outrageous sense of entitlement, not kindness. It’s the opposite of sweet. He knows money is the only reason you’re there, and yet he’s happy to do it anyway. that says more about him than any surface-level politeness.

A person who is being coerced into sex, and that is exactly what is happening to you, is not truly consenting.

Op is not being coerced, she's made a decision

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:18

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:13

because of the judgements of people that assume everyone that does sex work is somehow damaged plus society as a whole would then have to admit that sex sells etc

I don't mean this in a rude way, I'm only 20 myself. But you sound quite young- are you fairly young?

GiveUsAChip · 22/03/2026 22:18

If two willing and consenting people choose to offer and recieve a transaction etc then surley thats down to the individuals and not for society to somehow think they are more morally better ?

Soliciting is still a crime.

How people get round this by using online sites is clearly a grey area because it's for the same outcome but not on the street.

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:18

OtterlyAstounding · 22/03/2026 22:17

No. I don't believe that's why women seeking benefits aren't expected to find work as prostitutes.

the other reason is where are the fully legal brothels in the uk or the fully legal sex companies etc ?

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:19

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:13

because of the judgements of people that assume everyone that does sex work is somehow damaged plus society as a whole would then have to admit that sex sells etc

Surely society admitted that since the days if Marilyn Monroe? The fact that sex sells well to men has hardly been secret until now.

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:20

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:18

the other reason is where are the fully legal brothels in the uk or the fully legal sex companies etc ?

You do realise that in countries with full decriminalisation, women on benefits are not expected to take 'sex work' jobs?

ThatPearlkitty · 22/03/2026 22:21

Carla786 · 22/03/2026 22:19

Surely society admitted that since the days if Marilyn Monroe? The fact that sex sells well to men has hardly been secret until now.

so why then do other women judge the women who want to do it willingly and freely of there own accord ?