Help!!
Feeling so lost and alone and cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel. My husband left me a few weeks ago after a silly little argument. We have been together for 17 years and since I was 16 so he was literally the love of my life and only ever love. He said a year ago that he didn't love me anymore but after lots of discussions and moving house he wanted to try again (probably stupid me) but this silly argument he says has dragged up old feelings and has now said he wants nothing to do with me. I'm so confused, hurt, angry!!!! I am paranoid about every woman he comes in contact with and the jealousy is literally eating me up and I make stories up in my head! Is this normal?
I have a lot of family around me but I have always been the strong one and the one they come too so I'm so scared to show any weakness, my good circle of friends all disappeared when we got together so apart from the odd school mum I feel there is no one to talk to (hence me coming here)
We have a 6 year old too who seems to be taking things all in her stride which is great but struggle so so much when she is away from me (first time was last weekend and it was horrid!)
I just don't know where to start to build my life again and didn't know if anyone has some advise/words of wisdom? He seems so happy and chilled and I feel an absolute mess ðŸ˜
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Smith2010 · 20/12/2016 06:33
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